time after time.

everything happen for a reason, even when we're not wise to see it.

- Oprah winfrey-

amazing as it seems.

do you believe so?

there's two sides for everything.

im thinking, merely thinking this is not possible.

there's always something that we can't explain. with words, actions, ideas, facts?

even someone who's kind hearted as always. can die in an unimaginable accident.
the sudden departure's of that someone...

if every event happened in our life is ought to be explain nor understand sooner or later,
some of us will see it as a life- enchanting lessons, a great opportunity,
a wake up call or maybe what you call it as a part of our life?




in our life, we have been searching for that something. we do not know.

we tends to search for answer. the right one.

but in the end, we might not even get one.

things don't always turn out as the way we want it to be.

hmm.. and why am i doing this?

oh oh. next week school reopens again.

i don't want it to end so soon!

but what's to come, bound to come.

accept it!




* * *

《有多少爱可以重来》

常常責怪自己當初不應該
常常后悔沒有把你留下來
為什么明明相愛
到最后還是要分開
是否我們總是徘徊在心門之外


*誰知道又和你相遇在人海
命運如此安排總教人無奈
這些年過得不好不坏
只是好像少了一個人存在
而我漸漸明白
你仍然是我不變的關怀 *


有多少愛可以重來
有多少人愿意等待

當懂得珍惜以后回來
卻不知那份愛會不會還在


有多少愛可以重來
有多少人值得等待
當愛情已經桑田滄海
是否還有勇气去愛

-迪克牛仔-

indeed.


to the 11th of june baby;


when i think of you, at times you reflects upon me.


you are the positive girl.
you encouraged me to be more positive towards everything in my life.
thank you for being my friend.

undeniable, you are someone incredibly unique in your own way.
your words often surprises me.


you don't believe the existence of best friend.

though i, believe there is.

true friends are hard to find.

one may not even get one in their lifetime.

never be afraid of life.

i wish you love, strength and courage in life.


happy birthday again, nur ariffin.

the world's greatest?

:D

honestly, there is time that i want to give up on piano. i have been learning it for years up to now. but it seems i got nothing. only this year onwards, i had this deep thinking what if i didn't learn piano.. one thing is certain: theres no need for my family to struggles in the traffic jam just to bring me to yamaha's school. and i wouldn't know how magical musics really are. do you give a thought that what kind of musics really draws you in? and why? oh well.

like me, i wish to know more about it. i personally prefer sad musics. i enjoyed being a youtuber, searching those classical pieces that i used to be familiar with. the ones that we get to listen in shows like couple break up scenes. lol anyway, im trying to look for the feelings of getting into the musics. probably who knows, i might not like it in the years to come. by now, it burn up my passions.

speaking of my daily life, i spent my time watching meteor garden again. it's a taiwanese drama. i used to watch this show when i was standard 6 i guessed or maybe standard 5. despite of that, i feel like i got back to the old times when i was still staying in riana green. * flash back* looking down from 19 floors, it's swimming pool. look further still, i saw the tropicana's neighbourhood, 3M building. and a jungle of trees. right now, it's all house area. ah when im back from my school, i will get to see my mom and grandma. they will be waiting for me to eat lunch. but i don't eat with them. i had my so called date with my television, according to my mom. HAHA!

time flies. 2008 passed, 2009 is coming. christmas is just 10 days away. suddenly everything remains in silence. i think most of the ppl around the world is travelling here and there. recently, i also spent my time looking through share markets devastating news. hhmm.. economic analyst is expecting the worse is yet to come. share holders can only wish for a better tomorrow you see. be a i really like christmas :) i feel warm even just thinking about it in my mind. it's gonna be really warm in malaysia (global warming!)

my mom was claiming that i need to jog with her in the taman tun park. the reason was i couldn't bear with the too- much- walking- session in shanghai. oh lol! frankly, i wasn't that excited of going there. it's just another day, another place. maybe i will get something there, and only get excited when i reach there.

take your time to listen to it.
it's awfully beautiful! :)
love it so much. sweeett!

loves,
yinwei.

what a new starting point.

oh yeah. the day before yesterday i just came back from seremban. went to my aunty's house there. my initial conclusion was it's gonna be fun! and i was right, so right =)

my cousin's baby! ah, he's freaking cute. this isn't my first time seeing him so i wasn't surprise that he's naughty also lah. u know, boys. my brother used to be that way too, nah maybe even worse! only aged 1 year and a half but got damn big strength to pull my aunt to fridge in kitchen.. to get his jelly or vitagen! lol he's smart too :S too smart i guessed.

he smiles when i snap him with camera :D
^^ look at his small teeth *

he always run here and there.
from the front of the house to the back of the house.
again and again =.=

my uncle. heh ;)
baby just woke up at that time being then he emo =.=
he just don't smile. damn cooool.

oh and he loved to be in a car. omg when i first got there.. he suddenly phew~ run towards the car. too excited to get in the car you see. haha! look at his chicky face :P

final conclusion:
i ate ALOT! i think i gain weigh again. wth wth =.=
my aunt and cousin just kept on asking me to eat this and that! argh.
paradise?? oh no. but yes too.

im starting to realise that life could be really simple. it depends on your thoughts for the world. just how you think it could be. sometimes being too smart isn't a good thing too, when you know too much, you get hurt easily. that doesn't mean you should not be wise in your life, that's wrong. feelings to a person, we can't let go of it as your mind thinking you could. it's time that will cure your wounds. no matter how deep a cut could be, it will eventually become your past, and remains a invincible scar on your body. we are still young and free, that's what always in my mind. anyway, next year im 17. thats the time being that we need to take responsibility for ourselves. im starting to feel old, do you? the dreams in our mind.. it's time for us to make it come true. will it happens as how it would be? hopefully.

good night everyone!

enjoy your lovely holidays while you can!

loves,
yinwei.

blahh..

* 13th july 2008.

i have been emo since yesterday. it's kind of rare for me to emo for so long.. but just the cause of that whole emo-ness already can suck out all my happiness.

i know, i'm very quiet in person, especially when i'm not even close with that person. sometimes, i think of how many true friend i had. some ppl that you really take them as friend, you expect them to do the same, but the truth is..they don't. how sad that was.. :( anyways, i think i just don't have the skills to talk to certain ppl. and plus, my english is no good. i hope, someday..i will get more friends eventually ;)

yesterday was cheer 08' , i saw lots of girls that dressed up sexy, bitchy with high heel material girls. some of them show off their long, beautiful legs. i saw some flawless legs ( long, no-no-muscle legs) ..wooahh! ;) lol some just..got scars..aiyaa.. my legs also got scars lah.
[ oh gosh! i really had a big thing with beautiful legs these days! les-nya] * damn random!

i realized that i crapped a lot in blog. hehe..whatever that is! btw, blitzerz didn't win anything..not even the showmanship award that we already got it for like 3 years :( for me, i think that blitzerz did better this year compared to last year, but sadly, we've got nothing. hope next year, we will get back the bu4 spirit!

somehow, this year our bu4 blue crowd..not so geng anymore. probably because we've lost puan lee tsock wah's support for blitzerz for like so many years.

* 16th july 2008.

hallo! mom went to somewhere in india. so, my lunch and dinner got probs! :( lolss
i had my lunch at outside with aunty mei ling they all for like 3 days already, sometimes really sien for what i had ate.

my life is just like a timetable, it wouldn't change. just everyday tuition come and go..go and come..these days, i was thinking how my life will be when i will be started working.. will i enjoy my work in the big company? will i be an good partner with others that will be working with me for a project? but that's really far away. i will think about it some other time..

i'm really really tired..sometimes i can't feel what adult meant energy. we don't have so much energy and youth that you all have been talking for like ages. we are only 16, and still a human being, we will feel tired somehow. ><

i only realised i loved classical musics since last year. especially impromptu fantasie by chopin', romance d'amour, ballade pour adeline...and much moreee ;)

my mood wasn't so bad today, but just normal..pretty okay!

loves,
yinwei.