dance with my father.

back then when i was a child
before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high
and dance with my mother and me and then
spin me around till i fall asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me
and i knew for sure
i was loved.

if i could get another chance
another walk, another dance with him
i play a song that will never end
how i'd love, love, love to dance with my father again.

when I and my mother would disagree
to get my way I would run from her to him
he'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
then finally make me do just what my mama said

later that night when I was asleep
he left a dollar under my sheet
never dreamed that he
would be gone from me

if I could steal one final glance
one final step, one final dance with him
i'd play a song that would never, ever end
'cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

sometimes I'd listen outside her door
and I'd hear her, mama cryin' for him
i pray for her even more than me
i pray for her even more than me

i know I'm prayin' for much too much
but could You send back the only man she loved
i know You don't do it usually
but Lord, she's dyin' to dance with my father again
every night I fall asleep
and this is all I ever dream

- by luther vandross-


omg. life's been busy. and i almost forgot the existence of such a beautiful song.
so touching!

anyway, exam's over! finally.
i got 70 for chemistry. considered quite low in the class..
but who cares? i did my best.
PLUS, it's a last minute pick up thing.
i know this is not my best. im satisfied!

by the way, monthly test throughout the year couldn't be that bad.
i mean, you will get a better understanding after you study.
it's like a kind of satisfaction is achieved somehow.

i once promised myself i will push myself harder.
i will work hard for my studies, for my future.
that was last year.. i gotta wake up!
and get down to serious business.

OH and happy birthday sue ann!







may you bless with the best of luck in everything you do.
im sure you can accomplish what you really want.
if only you believe in yourself.
be confident!

always remember to smile :)
if wasn't you, i won't know nor realised what's behind me all this while.
i still want to say thank you.


HAHA! that was the old me back then.
if it's not for you, i wouldn't post it up woi.
i looked fat! lol

we will take new picture together okay?
replace the old ones :)


ahh another person said i changed again.
it's not a bad thing right? you are so proud of me!

ohh i've been travelling on this road too long,
just trying to find my way back home.
the old me is dead and gone, dead and gone.


loves,
yinwei.

bud4 idol!

for the first time, i stayed back for singing competition. for friends..

oh yeah! there's so many form 5 joined bud4 idol. it feels so good since that i could listened to so many songs at once. really.. i think i tap the rhythm throughout the competition. haha!
it was amazing :)


there's so much craziness, surrounding me
there's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe.
when all faith is gone, you bring it back to me,
you make it real for me.


** get a better view of picture by a simple easy double click!
after auto corrected the picture, it looks kinda blur when it shrinked to this small.

before bud4 idol started.

preparation before going in..

wong yau! HEH

lovely sheila ( hopefully i didn't spell it wrongly)

WOOoOTT!

this stupid fella blocked my nice view!

shame on you!
to those people who aren't respectful while some contestants was singing, laughed and laughed when some of them broke the chord.
if you dare to stand right there and sing. i don't mind.

GOSH!

it's okay if you don't clap for them, it's okay if you don't cheer for them after they finished a song.
close your eyes and imagine if you are the one who's standing on stage singing and you made some mistakes too, how would you feel with such embarrassment?

i totally give it up to contestants.
don't you think they are great for having guts to stand there and perform a song?
just want to let you know how those suckers got in my way.

btw, i really like some of those performance.
just speaking of voice, i like sheila, nazar, jun yen. they got nice voice!

nazar reminds me a little of david cook!
cy claimed more to david archuleta.
i never really like d. archuleta. david cook owned a sexy voice!

congratulations to those who won- liyana and airina... yadayada :)

to those who did not win anything: well you are not the worst. you just lack of singing skills, powerful voice, on stage experience and a good mic.

i kind of regretted for not joining. but who cares.
it's over and just no point speaking of it.
i envy those who got the chance to performed!

lol FARM! :D

senget :/ i liked it somehow :D

im just thinking this is our last year. am just out of interest and passion to capture every part of school as much as i could. i mean, i will definitely miss school after form 5. even teachers told us to enjoy our last year in secondary school. why not?
we will never get the chance to wear bata shoes, pinafore nor baju kurung in college.. well unless you want to. heh! we wouldn't need to gather around in tapak perhimpunan every morning.. no more singing negaraku, negeri and school songs.

RAWRRR! next week exam but still haven't start to revise yet, how!?
can die i tell you.


WISH ME LUCK!!


loves
yinwei.

so i did it, again.

did i? nah.

oh i realised that ppl linked me in their blog without telling me. make me feel so surprised when i review their blog and wondering eh? there's a lot of girl named yin wei too? X)

just find it quite cute.

recently ppl around me can never stop talking about the incident chris brown assaulted rihanna..

while rihanna is suffered from visible injuries on face, CB was booked in los angelas on changes stemming from alleged assault on her. CB has terrible experience by seeing her mom was beaten by her bf. so there's tendency that he would commit such a crime right?

ah, rihanna and CB even pulled off the grammy's award. they didn't get to perform too :(

i always prefer watching a music's award compared to a movie's award.
have you ever watch those hong kong's golden horse award? omg! * boredom`
okay lah, musics is often the one attracts more attention from ppl.

im currently searching for CB's old songs. and i found gimme that, wall to wall, RUN IT!
gosh. i remembered my sister used to put run it as ringtone as my mom calls. lol
and of course say goodbye which is one of sue ann's favourite song!

nowadays economic is definitely a continuous struggle for the entire world.
btw, my house got cnn, abc...news channel now.
i get to know more by then and not from the internet! :)

speaking of the war between israel and palestine.. why wanna have war? to show how powerful your country really are? to prove the world you can stop the terroism in gaza?
wait, you don't need to cut off food and water supply too.
they are human, just like us. screwed


random;

i thought this guy never serious. even for charity.. but he does.
i remembered i asked him details about sponsor child before cny.
and after cny he told me he saw ads on tv but didn't get to copy down no. and i said ok.
THEN, he hand me newspaper about world vision the other day.

i didn't thought he would remember such a small thing. as in im not that close to him also.
really kind of him.

well ppl changed. just perhaps im the one who's still hanging around.
i should have use my time fruitfully last year, but i didn't.

another unforgettable regret in my life.

loves,
yinwei.

happy single's day!

OH YEAH! :)

* got this from an article;

today is valentine's day. valentine's day can be expanded to embrace all those who enjoy life and

always hope that our tomorrows will be better than today.

get this chance to tell your good friends, siblings or neighbour and give thanks to them for being involved in your life. an unexpected gift on this day will expresses how much you value friendship.

love is simple- not jealous, envious or rude.

while loving others on this day,
remember to love yourself. loving oneself is a sign of wisdom.

when we love ourselves into wholeness there is more of ourselves to give away.

if you would love to receive a bouquet of flowers today, buy one.

be kind to yourself by treating yourself to a good book, a bubble bath and a fabulour cup of tea.


it's no surprise that friendship often outlast our romantic relationships.

pictures;

back to the point;

im so tired. and at times, even i don't feel like doing all those talking nor chit chatting. and when mood swings come by, you better stay out of me. otherwise i will just mumbling to you with those fcuking face as if you owe me a wonderful thousand bux! to you, please non-stop asking me question that i have no answer everyday single day. im annoyed! just turn around.

i have no idea why i ain't feeling the mood for valentine's day. hold on, don't think i said that because i have no one to celebrate to. compared to last time it's far more happening. where's all the MOOD? yo mood, you went away without a sign. my eye bag is so bad that i could not imagine. oh my gosh man! there's a never end for homework, homework is like going on and on..

reminder: don't stress for spm! don't feel devastated.. smile :)

OH btw,
happy valentine's day to couples. and to those who haven't find the one, you will.. someday.

** take a look at this little girl.
she can't move her right hand due to doctor's careless mistake the time shes in the OR.

in fact, she's not suppose to be that way.
my family knew her mom even before she got married.
this baby girl appeared once on newspaper.
because she's in need of money and get to america for further information about her right hand.
sadly, it didn't work out too well. the possibility of her moving both hands in the future was low.

the other day, she saw my piano and couldn't use her both hand to open it...
so i asked her to play.. but she can't play both hands, only left hand pressing hard on key.
it's heartbreaking of seeing her this way. while i can play piano with both hands.

she's too cute to be this way.

to you, girl:

it's was a sudden shock for me to hear that from you. and today is valentine's day. somemore. i was asking someone whether she got date, then she said no! i replied:" nah, someone behind us has date, for sure!" then we giggled. i thought you are always stable with him. really! on my way back home, i kept on thinking about your blog stated that you and him was going on well. oh well, it's no big deal. it's your decision. you should do what you want as long you are happy. we are still young my dear. we got bigger dreams to achieve. remember? future psychology student? focus on spm! there will always be a better tomorrow. remember what you told me? look everything in a brighter side. let it go. let the tears drop and promised yourself to be tough after that. it's okay to cry.. just remember to smile no matter what :)
you got a lot of friends right behind you, who care for you too.

loves,
yinwei.

parties parties?

you might wonder why on earth im not excited for house's parties. and damn! i hate it when i had to clean up the mess after party :( well not time to rant.

cny's going to end soon. and woah! two weeks just.. gone.
after all, cny wasn't that terribly bad. it was okay only.

im quite ONG in gambling this year. wheee!
[ someone is about to cry.. cheers! XD ]

3 weeks to sports day. cut off the exam week, means 2 weeks to go.
like oh shit? =/

yesterday morning went school for blue house marching.
aha, it feels so good to march. damn good!
and i brought my camera along, grab the chance to take pictures.

stalked some ppl. XD not to mention.

senget :/

pictures;

MY FOOD! =)

my grandma.

this is quite a chap pa lang post. random too!
almost every picture was taken was in different place, time nor situation.

a confession:

i don't really like to take picture of myself and post it in blog.
oppositely, i love to take pictures of different things. haha!
so don't expect me to post up a whole bunch pictures of myself.
maybe.. at times i will.

loves,

yinwei.