UP UP UP!

haven't got a chance to update!

and here i am :)

MJ, YOU ROCK!

your music will live on forever!

( beat it! beat it!)

school's been great =)

have been laughing a lot for little things. and plenty of free periods too.




there you go, my honeymoon years . . . .

everyone has to go to different path in life.

with no gurantees. but im not the only one.


A- levels or form six?

still don't have a slightest idea for it.

hmm maybe... i do.



life is a matter of choices.


at the end of the day, what goes up must come down.

which also means, you will get what you wanted all this while, if you work hard enough.

but you should have known that how much efforts you have put in.

what you see is what you get?

no. not all the time.



everything has to put into consideration so the probability of choosing the right path is higher.

mathematics class here? lol

haven't been working my butt off for the passed 2 years.

really! procrastination procrastination.

responsibility does, suck.

i haven't been doing anything that make my mom feel proud of me.
okay, pmr. and that was my lucky.



sooner or later, i have to get myself a license too!

oh oh oh.

great change huh?

time slips through my fingers.


new dog; BABY!

erm i named him after the lucas from one tree hill. ( sounds like locus)

fine. but my dog ONLY come to me when i call him baby.

so yes it's a baby boy :)




the brother and sisters.
























hehe. so cute!

busy training my stinky little here to control his bladder.

and cleaning his poop!

the way my mom train baby just reminds the old times just like how she ask me to pee when i was 5.

those SHHHH~

yeah this is something i have been working on lately.

i starts to realise that there's a lot of people out there whose so much smarter than me. and you know what, i felt im the stupid one. the very very stubborn one.


i shall face up to past mistakes.

embrace life with strong will power!


p/s:

this afternoon i went to KTZ in kepong.

and sadly, they used ONLY polystyrene food container to serve us food!
when people is trying to produce less trash.

so not environmental friendly.


recycle- reduce- reuse





mistakes is stepping stones to success.

im just a little caught in the middle.

big love! big love! :)

the truth hurts and the lies worse.
so how can i give anymore
when i love you a little less than before?

- broken strings by james morrison and nelly furtado-

hmm.. did i mention? it's so nice to get back to school.

HEHE

not the time of getting your results back though.

it's hard to believe now that half a year of 2009 have passed.

how times flies? OMG!

someday. some time. some place.




be in two places at once.

and how awesome is that?

my wish.

learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

- albert einstein-

faith and hope are something to believe in.

be positive.

fight with strength, power and courage!




the glass is always half fulled.

depending on how you think the how the glass might be.

it's either half full, half empty.

but its never bottomless.

there is just no end.

just like life.


life is never fair.

perhaps it's better for most of us that it is not.

we aren't conditioned to make no mistakes in our life.

we learn from mistakes that we made in the past.


someone like me never really border to look back.

thats why i tends to repeat the stupid mistake again and again.

all the art of living lies on a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.

-henry ellis-

glowing.

illusions.

time after time.

everything happen for a reason, even when we're not wise to see it.

- Oprah winfrey-

amazing as it seems.

do you believe so?

there's two sides for everything.

im thinking, merely thinking this is not possible.

there's always something that we can't explain. with words, actions, ideas, facts?

even someone who's kind hearted as always. can die in an unimaginable accident.
the sudden departure's of that someone...

if every event happened in our life is ought to be explain nor understand sooner or later,
some of us will see it as a life- enchanting lessons, a great opportunity,
a wake up call or maybe what you call it as a part of our life?




in our life, we have been searching for that something. we do not know.

we tends to search for answer. the right one.

but in the end, we might not even get one.

things don't always turn out as the way we want it to be.

hmm.. and why am i doing this?

oh oh. next week school reopens again.

i don't want it to end so soon!

but what's to come, bound to come.

accept it!




* * *

《有多少爱可以重来》

常常責怪自己當初不應該
常常后悔沒有把你留下來
為什么明明相愛
到最后還是要分開
是否我們總是徘徊在心門之外


*誰知道又和你相遇在人海
命運如此安排總教人無奈
這些年過得不好不坏
只是好像少了一個人存在
而我漸漸明白
你仍然是我不變的關怀 *


有多少愛可以重來
有多少人愿意等待

當懂得珍惜以后回來
卻不知那份愛會不會還在


有多少愛可以重來
有多少人值得等待
當愛情已經桑田滄海
是否還有勇气去愛

-迪克牛仔-

indeed.


to the 11th of june baby;


when i think of you, at times you reflects upon me.


you are the positive girl.
you encouraged me to be more positive towards everything in my life.
thank you for being my friend.

undeniable, you are someone incredibly unique in your own way.
your words often surprises me.


you don't believe the existence of best friend.

though i, believe there is.

true friends are hard to find.

one may not even get one in their lifetime.

never be afraid of life.

i wish you love, strength and courage in life.


happy birthday again, nur ariffin.

the clock won't stop for you.

it never will.

yeah. our life is very much like a story book.

put it this way.

we hold on the pen to write the stories in our lives.

you are the only author. no doubt.

you create your own history.

you build your own story.

if there's anytime you want to change the story line, go on.

but make sure you make a great change. a good one.

live your life with arms wide open.

as a kick start;

brian mcknight, wayne brady, justin timberlake

haha. really fun to watched though.

talented people with good musics.

instantly improvised song man.

mariah carey and brian mcknight- whenever you call.

did i mention, it's live!

Your Gift is Intellect

You are a big thinker, and you're always playing with new ideas. You are curious about the world. You enjoy learning and developing new theories. You enjoy researching, analyzing, and solving problems. Thinking hard feels good! You're the type of person who finds most mental tasks to be easy. You love to stretch your brain.

What's Your Gift?

You Feel Like Autumn

You have reached a point in your life where you feel successful and accomplished. You have a full, bountiful life. And you're ready to sit back and enjoy it. While you feel like you finally have enough in your life, you make find that you also have things you no longer need. This is a time for you to reassess who you are, what you need, and where you want to go next in your life.

What Season Do You Feel Like?

You Are Blue

You are a philosophical and often inspired person. You are the master of ideas. You are open to many points of view. You believe that it's important to communicate and not judge. You have a worldly perspective, and you're always looking to broaden it. You are a true people person, but you also value your solitude and personal space.

What Primary Color Are You?

You Are Super Spiritual

You are in touch with the world around you, and you find peace in connecting with others. You believe that every life is special and that every life has a purpose. You value harmony and understanding. You try not to judge, bicker, and fight. As simple as it sounds, you truly think it's important to make the world a better place.

How Spiritual Are You?

You Think Creatively

Your brain works best when you let your intuition be your guide. You like to imagine, speculate, and fantasize. You have fun playing with ideas. You are interested in theories. You enjoy studying and developing them. You are drawn toward art, philosophy, and even math. Almost every subject is interesting to you.

How Do You Think?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

conclusion;

woohoo?

well alright, mostly true.

aha, will do more of this blogging test in time to come.

i find it quite.. interesting.

be not afraid of life.
believe that life is worth living.
and your believe will help create the fact.

- william james-


most of our life is a series of images.
they pass us by like towns on the highway.
but sometimes a moment stuns as it happens.
and we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image.
and we know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.

- lucas scott from one tree hill-




the most important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointment.
learn to let go of the past, and recognize that everyday won't be sunny.
and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

- whitey from one tree hill-




at some point, you need to make a decision.
boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in.
life is messy. that's how we're made.
so you can waste your life drawing lines.
or you can live your life crossing them.
but there are some lines.. they are way too dangerous to cross.

- meredith grey from grey's anatomy-




our attitude towards life determines life's attitude towards us.

-earl nightingale-




hhmmm..

my examiner is really nice.

aha, thank you so much :)

but i don't think i can score well somehow.

not because im not positive enough for that, i know it well.


and you know what, if there is the one day i want to quit on piano.

before that day has come, i will complete my grade 5. at least.

i promised do not get to grumpy over little things like these.


if i have a strong will to finish things off, YOU can't stop me from it.


` ` ` `


fantasie impromptu- yundi li



moonlight sonata movement 3- wilhelm kempff


those are my inspiration.

okay. i saw some youtuber's comments on this video.

ah they can't stop pointing out the small mistakes that he made.

hold on a second, yes i do take little things on count to make me feel life's good.

but mistakes? they do make you a better person.

back to the point, if you can play a piece so well, yea you may comment.

if you were to play that pieces even tiny bit to perfection, alright.

if you are not!
back off.

don't like it, stop ttly.



irony.

an inscrutable pain.

when one door closes another door opens;

but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the close door,

that we do not see the ones which open for us.

- alexander graham-

so yes.

does that mean we shouldn't hold on to the past?

in my opinion, no one can defines that.
my point is the deepest, sweetest memories can't be sweep off easily.

and do you think it's a mistake for us to keep it in mind?

not that we want that way, but it just.. happened.

either did those memories forced us to.

though this minute you might be in pain.

next minute you might be smiling again.

it's the pain that make you realise.

it's the pain that change you. and your life completely.

agree?

hmm..
i looked back to the old pictures in the laptop.

* flash back*



i missed those old times. aren't they wonderful?

ain't it funny?

you only starts to realise when it's gone?

it happens all the time.
get along with it.


a "what if" don't change anything.

so don't wish for the best.

things always got worse before it gets better.







one's life seemed happier in retrospect than it was.








nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

-maria robinson-








Life is full of beauty. notice it. notice the bumble bee, the small child and the smiling faces.
smell the rain, and feel the wind. live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.

-ashley smith-







the most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they grow separately without growing apart.

- elisabeth foley-

* edited.

i hold on to this post since yesterday.

no exact reason.

just my way.

anyway, i felt so high spirited this evening.

spirit is all i need to help me get through piano exam.

i guessed?

and of course, confidence.


hopefully my style of playing wins the examiner's heart.

i knew how suck i play my pieces.

ah gosh. can't depend on luck.

not at all!


and one thing,

i found. your. dark knight. cd.


before that, i don't understand when it was premiere why everyone can't stop talking about joker instead of the batman. it's about batman, isn't it?
its a kelefe- joker who stole the spotlight.




uh huh, heath ledger nailed it.
he's not just a kelefe.
he made me feel threaten?





" ya know madness is like gravity... all you need is a little push."

" ya wanna know how i got this scars?"


the joker is scary. and freaky.




oh i even watched batman returns.

it's so cool =D

AND

awesome!

christian bale as bruce wayne.





optimism.

have a nice life.