time after time.

everything happen for a reason, even when we're not wise to see it.

- Oprah winfrey-

amazing as it seems.

do you believe so?

there's two sides for everything.

im thinking, merely thinking this is not possible.

there's always something that we can't explain. with words, actions, ideas, facts?

even someone who's kind hearted as always. can die in an unimaginable accident.
the sudden departure's of that someone...

if every event happened in our life is ought to be explain nor understand sooner or later,
some of us will see it as a life- enchanting lessons, a great opportunity,
a wake up call or maybe what you call it as a part of our life?




in our life, we have been searching for that something. we do not know.

we tends to search for answer. the right one.

but in the end, we might not even get one.

things don't always turn out as the way we want it to be.

hmm.. and why am i doing this?

oh oh. next week school reopens again.

i don't want it to end so soon!

but what's to come, bound to come.

accept it!




* * *

《有多少爱可以重来》

常常責怪自己當初不應該
常常后悔沒有把你留下來
為什么明明相愛
到最后還是要分開
是否我們總是徘徊在心門之外


*誰知道又和你相遇在人海
命運如此安排總教人無奈
這些年過得不好不坏
只是好像少了一個人存在
而我漸漸明白
你仍然是我不變的關怀 *


有多少愛可以重來
有多少人愿意等待

當懂得珍惜以后回來
卻不知那份愛會不會還在


有多少愛可以重來
有多少人值得等待
當愛情已經桑田滄海
是否還有勇气去愛

-迪克牛仔-

indeed.


to the 11th of june baby;


when i think of you, at times you reflects upon me.


you are the positive girl.
you encouraged me to be more positive towards everything in my life.
thank you for being my friend.

undeniable, you are someone incredibly unique in your own way.
your words often surprises me.


you don't believe the existence of best friend.

though i, believe there is.

true friends are hard to find.

one may not even get one in their lifetime.

never be afraid of life.

i wish you love, strength and courage in life.


happy birthday again, nur ariffin.

an inscrutable pain.

when one door closes another door opens;

but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the close door,

that we do not see the ones which open for us.

- alexander graham-

so yes.

does that mean we shouldn't hold on to the past?

in my opinion, no one can defines that.
my point is the deepest, sweetest memories can't be sweep off easily.

and do you think it's a mistake for us to keep it in mind?

not that we want that way, but it just.. happened.

either did those memories forced us to.

though this minute you might be in pain.

next minute you might be smiling again.

it's the pain that make you realise.

it's the pain that change you. and your life completely.

agree?

hmm..
i looked back to the old pictures in the laptop.

* flash back*



i missed those old times. aren't they wonderful?

ain't it funny?

you only starts to realise when it's gone?

it happens all the time.
get along with it.


a "what if" don't change anything.

so don't wish for the best.

things always got worse before it gets better.







one's life seemed happier in retrospect than it was.








nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

-maria robinson-








Life is full of beauty. notice it. notice the bumble bee, the small child and the smiling faces.
smell the rain, and feel the wind. live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.

-ashley smith-







the most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they grow separately without growing apart.

- elisabeth foley-

* edited.

i hold on to this post since yesterday.

no exact reason.

just my way.

anyway, i felt so high spirited this evening.

spirit is all i need to help me get through piano exam.

i guessed?

and of course, confidence.


hopefully my style of playing wins the examiner's heart.

i knew how suck i play my pieces.

ah gosh. can't depend on luck.

not at all!


and one thing,

i found. your. dark knight. cd.


before that, i don't understand when it was premiere why everyone can't stop talking about joker instead of the batman. it's about batman, isn't it?
its a kelefe- joker who stole the spotlight.




uh huh, heath ledger nailed it.
he's not just a kelefe.
he made me feel threaten?





" ya know madness is like gravity... all you need is a little push."

" ya wanna know how i got this scars?"


the joker is scary. and freaky.




oh i even watched batman returns.

it's so cool =D

AND

awesome!

christian bale as bruce wayne.





optimism.

have a nice life.

does this darkness have a name?

maybe.

hallo?

well just browsing through the net for photos.

here's some of my favourites;


Ian's;

national geographic's;


































ernesto ortega's;

i just can't get enough of his photos.

GAH! so awesome :)


every picture seems to be timeless.

even time can't erase those moments present inside the pictures.

photos inspired you in every way.

click click click!

just so you know,

abstract art/ photos is my current obsession at the mean time.


yes yes yes.

do you care about what others said?

it does matter to me, last time.
not now.

uh huh now, only if that "others" is somebody i truly care.
somebody whom i deeply cherish.

and there are voices that want to be heard.

you built a love that falls apart.

sometimes you wonder if this love worthwhile,
but the thing is those precious moments lost in time along with your love.


if this isn't love?

and you aren't sure if it is your real love?

you tends to find answer in places you never knew it could be.

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place


It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

flying without wings by weslife

magical.