easy breezy.

when people run in circles
it's a very very mad world

i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad

- mad world by adam lambert.

holidays! holidays! holidays! =)

mother's day celebration;

chocky boy's pictures;

he used to be so tiny. and i forgotten how tiny he really were. now i know!
aiyo now i can't even carry him around with one hand.

black and white;

new books ` `

thank you for the book, nur =)

i am unwritten

can't read my mind
i am undefined

i'm just beginning
the pen's in my hand
ending unplanned

staring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window
let the sun illuminate the words
that you could not find

reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your inhibitions
feel the rain on your skin

no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips

drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten

i break tradition
sometimes my tries
are out of lines

we've been conditoned
to not make mistakes
oh but i can't live that way, no

the rest is still unwritten.


- unwritten by natasha bedingfield.

happy holidays people!

:)


loves.

standing in the light of your halo.

it is unwritten.

the winner of american idol 2009 is

kris allen

DOOOOOOOM. that's it.

my heart drops.
but two of them deserves to be on that stage to performed.

adam's sexual orientation speculations might have caused a slight negative waves on votes.
who knows?

no matter how you slice it, they are going to have bright singing career.

especially the 16 years old girl: allison.

i was pretty excited about the finale song.
but then.. not my flavour.

he looked like a rockstar pls

exams that hits me really hard this time is finally coming to an end.

you will get what you deserves.
and if i were to fail, i will.

again.

it's not like i have never been through this,
but hopefully disappointment can turn into the force that keep on pushing me forward.

after holidays, time is going to fly.


be aware that something big coming after us!


you can decide your own future.

you either can be no one or someone.


it's your call.


you can't depend on anyone for that.

be not afraid to love.

at the moment, it feels like nothing really matters to me.
exams? future? friends?

no.

im no longer attach to things that i used to.
im no longer the same old person i am.
i gets annoyed by certain people easily.

i find myself unpredictable these days.

it feels odd.


but there's nothing i can do to make a change on that.

i want to be me, myself and i.


and seriously, what's wrong with me?

be original.

skies are dark, it's time for rain
final call, you board the train
heading for tomorrow
i waved goodbye to yesterday
wipe the tears you hide your face
blinded by the sorrow

how could i smiling like before
when baby you don't love me anymore

say it isn't so
tell me you're not leaving
say you've change your mind now
and im only dreaming

this is not goodbye
this is starting over
if you wanna know
i don't wanna let go

so say it isn't so

ten to five at least we have tried
we're still alive but hope just died
as they close the door behind you
shake the ground beneath the wheel
as i wish i never found you

miles and miles to go before i can say
before i can lay my love on you before you sleep

i got miles and miles to go
before anyone will hear

my laugh again


say is isn't so by gareth gates.

a stupid mistake.

forever and always.

peace yo!

in the night, i hear em' talked

coldest story ever told
somewhere far along this road
a man lost his soul to a woman so heartless.

yes. i watched american idol.
i like how ryan seacrest said This is american idol.

i gone wah.. to wow?! to WOAH!
the last time i watched it... well it was few months back then.

i still remembered zhen chi asked me who's my favourite?
i answered THE guy who's a rocker.
hor hor, he's in top 3! now i know his name is adam lambert :)
adam got this aeromith thing. HEHE



danny gokey!
fine, why is this happening. he's out..
there's something so catchy about his voice.



kris allen might be good at arranging songs.
but adam got a much much better voice!




so we will see next week, yeah?


screw exams!
one week's down, two more weeks to go.

i think i really need to seek for a balance between studies and entertainment.
i can't let myself be this way.



one tree hill is awesome!


i don't want to be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
all i have to do is think of me and i've a peace of mind
i'm tired of looking round rooms wondering what i'm gonna do or who i'm suppose to be
i don't want to be anything other than me.


- i don't want to be by gavin mcgraw

halo.

* red alert*
mid term is around the corner... * faints*

changed the link. welcome :)

im sure anyone who surf internet, watch new on tv, listen to radio are aware that a deadly swine flu virus further known as H1N1 influenza A is spreading across the globe widely. the swine flu outbreak could be worse and cause more economic misery. such a depressing news to be heard of.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swine_influenza

even the doll is wearing a mask.

disaster.
when will all this pain come to an end?

life's been a hectic.


hor hor.
yeah maybe you are right.
we could not depend on one so much.
keep on learning, and that's what life is all about.

some people fall hard just to get it right.

and without realising, im wondering if i am depending on you.

heh i have no idea.

and just today, someone reminded me not to be too positive at times.
we need not be too positive because the outcome often turn out to make you fall even harder.

so what's so wrong or so right?

no one can defines that.


till the day we realise everything's a mistake, what can you do?

probably just go on with your life.
somehow a sentence means it all: life goes on no matter what.



some people live for a fortune
some people just for the fame
some people live just for an hour
some people live just to play a game

some people think that the physical things define what's within
and i've been there before but that life's a bore
so full of superficial

some people want it all
but i don't want nothing at all
if i ain't got you, baby
if i ain't got you

some people search for a fountain.
that promises forever young.
some people need three dozen of roses
and that's the only way to prove you love him

hand me the world of silver platter
and what good could it be?
with no one to share
and no one who truly care

some people wants diamond rings
some just want everything
everything means nothing
if i ain't got you.


- if i ain't got you by alicia keys



what do you live for?

edited;

happy

birthday

teacher! :)


you have been a really great teacher to me.
im sure i have dissapoint you for several times.
i think you are not just a teacher to us, but a friend as well.
thank you.



good luck to everyone for exams.

so toodles :)