standing in the light of your halo.

it is unwritten.

the winner of american idol 2009 is

kris allen

DOOOOOOOM. that's it.

my heart drops.
but two of them deserves to be on that stage to performed.

adam's sexual orientation speculations might have caused a slight negative waves on votes.
who knows?

no matter how you slice it, they are going to have bright singing career.

especially the 16 years old girl: allison.

i was pretty excited about the finale song.
but then.. not my flavour.

he looked like a rockstar pls

exams that hits me really hard this time is finally coming to an end.

you will get what you deserves.
and if i were to fail, i will.

again.

it's not like i have never been through this,
but hopefully disappointment can turn into the force that keep on pushing me forward.

after holidays, time is going to fly.


be aware that something big coming after us!


you can decide your own future.

you either can be no one or someone.


it's your call.


you can't depend on anyone for that.

be not afraid to love.

at the moment, it feels like nothing really matters to me.
exams? future? friends?

no.

im no longer attach to things that i used to.
im no longer the same old person i am.
i gets annoyed by certain people easily.

i find myself unpredictable these days.

it feels odd.


but there's nothing i can do to make a change on that.

i want to be me, myself and i.


and seriously, what's wrong with me?

be original.

skies are dark, it's time for rain
final call, you board the train
heading for tomorrow
i waved goodbye to yesterday
wipe the tears you hide your face
blinded by the sorrow

how could i smiling like before
when baby you don't love me anymore

say it isn't so
tell me you're not leaving
say you've change your mind now
and im only dreaming

this is not goodbye
this is starting over
if you wanna know
i don't wanna let go

so say it isn't so

ten to five at least we have tried
we're still alive but hope just died
as they close the door behind you
shake the ground beneath the wheel
as i wish i never found you

miles and miles to go before i can say
before i can lay my love on you before you sleep

i got miles and miles to go
before anyone will hear

my laugh again


say is isn't so by gareth gates.

a stupid mistake.