i used to think halloween is a day to scare ppl till death. HAHHAHA! damn stupid right :/
this morning i was damn hyper after listening to crush my david archuleta on tv. oh yeah tv! lol i don't know why.. when i was walking on the way to class room i smiled aimlessly. this doesn't happen that often since last two years. heh ;P
anyways, there's no celebration but there's a wedding dinner tonight. gotta go kl again. and if im not mistaken im going to cy's dad reataurant. probably i will get to see your dad there LOL
oh yeah today is nur's sis's wedding too. *frankly, i don't even know her sister's name. but she invited me.. im sorry that i could not attend her wedding. it's gonna be emotional seeing your sis getting married yeah? nvm, you will get to marry with somone you love in the future! heh =) and guess how my face will be on your wedding day.... O.O' or maybe =.= crying over you? hahahha.. lols
thou i can't wish her face to face. i would like to give my blessings to both of them:
may your life filled with joy, bliss and happiness. you have got the greatest gift from heaven- an endless love. hope that you would live happily with the one you loved. stepping into a marriage is such a huge turning point in one's life. live it love it enjoy it! ;)
i still remember we used to studied different place with absolutely freaking climax in geography. and i really in love in geography last year. its really amazing. i simply search about greenland in google and i found this. actually it was the largest island in the whole wide world. looking at it, it seems unreal. do this kind of place really exist on earth? ahhh, i would like to go there!
heh! *frankly, not to say i hate it but i will only like this song depends on what mood im in when im listening to it. but i like the music video. it makes me think that we should have dream of something that you think it's unreachable at times. cuz it could happen, IF you are lucky enough ;D
there's one part of the song " we can pop bottles all night and you can have whatever you like" GOSH! that's exactly what i wanted to do actually, let's just put your exam aside and relax a little =) ( at least for that one day?) but when it comes to another part of the song " i want your body, i need your body" lol i find that LOL. it makes me feel so bad about guys, they just sounds like pervert. ishh! ( sorry guys, bleuk! )
alright, high school musical 3 is out in theater. i want to go catch a movie someday lah. especially eagle eye.. ppl was giving such a compliment to that movie. PLUS PLUS! quantum of solace-- 007 is about to premier too. ahhH! everything after exam.. :(
5 years old korean girl in talent show.
let me tell you, this is touching. for someone like me who don't have a talent for piano.. i was teary when i first watched this. and this is my fifth time watching this i guessed. she's blind since the day she was born. and luckily, god have given her something that is precious- talent. thats a blessing. eh, i really really appreciate artist of all kind. and ppl, this isn't good. nowadays, ppl started to dump child in some places instead of taking care of them, giving them caring. this is bad, SO bad. red alert: responsibility!! from parents. i wish this child the best in future to come. i really hope i can help ppl. as much as i could ;)
AHHH!! i wish i could scream out loud. the lovely chemistry, physics, and biology.. WHY OH WHY!? you have to kill me this way :( hey hey ppl, seriously im not joking.. i think i will drop class.. anyhow, i know it's entirely my fault for being lazy, not studying and all. alright, it's totally pointless speaking of it. it's all over now. i will accept it as how RED it will be. lord, please give me to have the courage to face this disaster. but i have never been like this i guessed. last time, i will still study and push myself to the limit. this time, the will isn't there at all. you lah stupid yau always distract me! X)
before exam starts, i have been listening to old chinese songs by faye wong. you might think it's old, but i really like it heh ;) *frankly, i don't really listen to chinese songs. but some of it were really really nice. i think her voice is.. i don't know how to put it in words, she hit such a high notes and it's doesn't sounds like anything that im familiar with actually. a little unusual for me, it's meaningful. here's the lyrics:
Haven't really felt that
snowflakes flying atmosphere
We shivered together
and understood better what is tenderness
Haven't held hands with you
walk across the barren desert
Maybe fron then since
Learn to appreciate
Eternity
There're times there're times
I'll believe that everything has an end
reunite breakaway there're times
there's nothing that last forever
But then I at some times
rather choose to linger not let go
Wait till watch through the whole scenery
Maybe you'll accompany me to watch the stream flow
Haven't steamed the red bean for you
into an entangled web of wound
And then enjoy it together
will then understand
the sorrow of missing each other
Haven't yet really felt
the tenderness of kissing while awake
Maybe on my surroundings
You'll then pursue the freedom of being alone
After rainstorm does not necessarily bring perfect sky A sunny sky doesn't mean there'll be a rainbow So your innocent doesn't mean that you're ignorant
Not all relationships have beginning and end Being alone to the end isn't necessarily scary But Life can never escape the earliest part of pain
May your eyes can only see smiles May every tear that you drop will move people May every dream you have later will not be unfulfilled
Mortal world, if it's really worth praising Its because there's you then can it be lively Vast sky and earth, the world is blurrier than what you imagined I can't bear to deceive anymore May you understand what i'm saying
May you understand where you should go and proceed
i've got a friend from primary school.. last time, she's very quiet, nerdy, and a long hair. thou we considered each other as best friend, we barely talk in school but instead im even closer to some other girls in my class. that's pretty awful but it's already such a past. now speaking of it, we always had a great laugh at it ;D
actually im closer with another friend this year, then shit happens. and all of sudden both of us gotten so close..close until the extent of bullying each other everyday. to think of it, it was pretty amusing. we have been through ups and downs which causes us so much pain. i shared my problems with her and same goes to her. i truly appreaciate her cuz she always gave me advices in life and cheer me up. it really means alot to me.recently, i found that she's very much alike to my character. LOL! ;p and she often tell the deepest in me, and no one can do that like the way she do. X) she's more mature compared to the beginning of the year. now, she don't send me crazy msgs in the midnight and just to say a good morning to me..ahahha! dummy ;)
some ppl hated her because of her hyper-ness. but it's fine for me. i find that annoying at times.. *frankly* that was something that makes her so special to me. XD she have been telling me that she felt really sorry towards me because she look down on me in the past. ahh pls, don't take it so hard. it's ok, i understands that, cuz i have been through that stage too. but, i have changed that bad attitude problem, and so do you. what's important is that you know that was a mistake and realise it, so that you wouldn't repeat the same mistakes again and again. alright,
i forgive you!
you have always be tough but when it comes to relationship, you still tends to fall for that. aikes, this was the second time i saw you living in such a painful situation. and by the first time, you have made it through, i know that this time it will be harder but im always on your side. btw, who needs that kind of bastard in one's precious life. gosh! you must get it through, k?
you are someone who's special to me. don't let such sorrow bring you down. you are not that weak! no matter how thing goes, i hope you can still hold on to your ground. you must love yourself. don't worry be happy! ;) thank you for everything, sucker.
oh yeah, her name is wong cheng yau. ;)my best buddy ever!muakssss..
oh man! seriously.. wtf man! i cant study at all. the determination of kwah yin wei is not there, not even a single little bit, thou exam are near, gosh! like SooOO near. knowing everyone is staying at home and fully concentrate on studies for final.. ahh! that's really killing me!
HELP ME! ( anyone??? )
haih, i really fed up with myself. im ready to screw up for finals. im ready to drop to daisi or even anggerik. let's make a promise here, if.. i really drop class, just ifthat really happens, i swear i will do much MUCH better compared to what i can do right now.
wassup with the sentence i have been telling myself for weeks: you must study today! i surely ended sleeping or either watching tv. too much distraction in house.. i feel like study in the tt library someday. right there.. strictly no distractions man! ;D i have been telling myself that i have to study since early morning.. plan the timetable nicely still tak jadi! kinda hate myself that way. aiks!
how i wish i can have a Einstein's brain! so i wouldn't have to be ended up this way. nur, wanna be a smart ass?? be like einstein. he's brilliant! ;D
wish for the best in finals. good luck to everyone!
i liked buildings, how ppl actually built it and all.. i think some of the ppl around me knows that. i know this kind of interest is strange for certain ppl, but that was my interest.. even until now. i understands my mom doesn't encouraged me to build my very own interest in these things and waste too much of time in it. cuz this kind of interest doesn't bring me a bright future, a successful career though.
as you guys know, this is the ancient egyptians pyramid. actually, there's still lots more of pyramid in egypt except this 3, stands out among the rest. the middle one is believed the largest pyramid have ever built- the pyramid of giza. it already stood up for 4000 over years. there's a sphinx too, but it's not in the picture.
here's something miserable:
the positioning of this 3 pyramids is a little special, it's not really in a perfect straight line but it seems there's a specific angle which is similar to the stars of orion belt. according to certain egyptians, they also stated that this is how they are connected to their god and pharaohs will become god eventually. strangely, this great pyramid also perfectly aligned to the the true north, south, west and east. besides, ancient engineers also built a two different path way to connect pharaoh's soul to the gateway of heaven.
on the other hand, famous egyptians archeologist- dr. zahi hawass stated that there's still a number of secret chamber and yet haven't been discover. so, maybe we will get to know more about pyramid someday.
oh my gosh, huge tension for year end exam! nerve's up but mind's down. still down? yea. O.O" the main problem is.. i cant focus and just sit down to study. the moment i open bio reference book.. * snooze* aiks, terrible thing. seeing everyone in school started to stick to the book when year end is JUST around the corner..( accurately is less than 2 weeks) seriously, i cant study in the class lah.
i listened to alot of ppl's problem in relationship, friendship and all recently. it's like all of sudden.. i really wondered is it the weather is too hot and make others feel frustrated at times. well, it happens to me! lols weather is so hot.
anyhow, certain ppl just loved to chit chat about others. they might just talk bad behind you. nur and yau, shout out to you two: don't border! and no point of caring what others said. not like they care how you actually feel. of course, you need to care about my words ;D my dear friends, hold on to your ground, believe in yourself. as long you think you did nothing wrong, you are still the right one.
the tarzan! i know you probably in confusion for him.. but just follow your heart. and do what you really wish to do somehow. no matter what decision you made, im always there for you k? don't worry, be happy! =) im the intimate sweet heart of yours, yau?
