AHHH!! i wish i could scream out loud. the lovely chemistry, physics, and biology.. WHY OH WHY!? you have to kill me this way :( hey hey ppl, seriously im not joking.. i think i will drop class.. anyhow, i know it's entirely my fault for being lazy, not studying and all. alright, it's totally pointless speaking of it. it's all over now. i will accept it as how RED it will be. lord, please give me to have the courage to face this disaster. but i have never been like this i guessed. last time, i will still study and push myself to the limit. this time, the will isn't there at all. you lah stupid yau always distract me! X)
before exam starts, i have been listening to old chinese songs by faye wong. you might think it's old, but i really like it heh ;) *frankly, i don't really listen to chinese songs. but some of it were really really nice. i think her voice is.. i don't know how to put it in words, she hit such a high notes and it's doesn't sounds like anything that im familiar with actually. a little unusual for me, it's meaningful. here's the lyrics:
hong dou/ red bean by faye wong.
还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵著手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以後学会珍惜
天长和地久
有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流
还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然後一起分享
会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤独的自由
风雨过後不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪都让人感动
但愿你以後每一个梦不会一场空
天上人间如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄但愿你听得懂
但愿你会懂该何去何从
english translation :
Haven't really felt that
snowflakes flying atmosphere
We shivered together
and understood better what is tenderness
Haven't held hands with you
walk across the barren desert
Maybe fron then since
Learn to appreciate
Eternity
There're times there're times
I'll believe that everything has an end
reunite breakaway there're times
there's nothing that last forever
But then I at some times
rather choose to linger not let go
Wait till watch through the whole scenery
Maybe you'll accompany me to watch the stream flow
Haven't steamed the red bean for you
into an entangled web of wound
And then enjoy it together
will then understand
the sorrow of missing each other
Haven't yet really felt
the tenderness of kissing while awake
Maybe on my surroundings
You'll then pursue the freedom of being alone
ren jian/ mortal world by faye wong.
风雨过後不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪都让人感动
但愿你以後每一个梦不会一场空
天上人间如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄但愿你听得懂
但愿你会懂该何去何从
english translation:
After rainstorm does not necessarily bring perfect sky
A sunny sky doesn't mean there'll be a rainbow
So your innocent doesn't mean that you're ignorant
Not all relationships have beginning and end
Being alone to the end isn't necessarily scary
But Life can never escape the earliest part of pain
May your eyes can only see smiles
May every tear that you drop will move people
May every dream you have later will not be unfulfilled
Mortal world,
if it's really worth praising
Its because there's you
then can it be lively
Vast sky and earth,
the world is blurrier than what you imagined
I can't bear to deceive anymore
May you understand what i'm saying
May you understand
where you should go and proceed
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