say hi to college!

HI PEEPS =)

i know i havent update my blog for a century. 

because blog is not safe, and certainly we learn how to speak without revealing yourself too much.
what build you up will ruin you as well.

just for the record, i am officially a taylorian!

i still love chemistry. 

my mentor is my chemistry lecturer too, how cool is that? 

she's not that kind of lecturer whom spoon feed, you'll have to get hold of it yourself. 

i love her for that :)

at the end of the day, the knowledge belongs to you and no one else.

--

it's a cold world outside. you'll never know what's in a complex human's mind.

i'll learn to be less passive and believe in myself more.

indeed, the more you know, the more confident you'll be, why mind about others so much? 

we are humans, not gods,

i did not mean to offend either of you but we really can't border to care everything in our lives,

i knew that we are suppose to show caring to friends, 

very often we just need to let it go and give them some space for thinking. that is very important. 

we can't make decisions for them, you are not them, 

no one will knew you better than you, yourself.

if you don't plan now, you plan to fail.

- mrs. mary.-

stepping into college, it's so different from secondary school.

okay well maybe not so different after all.

in college, you are pretty much by yourself.

if you choose not to go lunch with classmates, no one could force you to.

it's your call to be a loner or a friend to others.

you can be quiet, you can be extremely smart, 

it's just that we need friends to cover or stand up for us time after time.

i'll try to update more, since i missed out so much for the past times :)

loves,

yin wei

100th post!

YOU; yau, not you actually :)

your blog make me wanting to blog!

friends, a lot have been happening.

and i swear, I KNOW 

i can't participate in every parts of your lives, but your sharing stories on fb or blog will make me feel knowing you better and understand you better of what you have been going through recently.

though life can be hectic, i wish to hear more from you, ya know, catching up... 

i miss you guys, much ;) 

DO YOU?

this week have been tiring.

i was out almost few days in a row now.

` went to book shop to check out books!

there it was sue ann's birthday celebration on friday.

meet up with sook moon yesterday afternoon then headed to relative's open house party...

new year mood is fading.

year by year.

perhaps working during chinese new year is not that bad right, my friend?

you get to earn money for working and lotsa tips from customer! *envy*

you might think, i am being useless for not working for so long.

staying home all day... hmmmm not really.

did i tell you?

my sister was selling clothes around subang area few weeks ago.

i met old school mates there :)

business could not be that bad, and my family is running one.

i've got a feeling i dislike business. that's not the truth.

business is that wide, you don't have to own a company in order to run business.

i've came to fathom being the listener;

the amazing life experiences they've been going through, 

definitely make one smarter, came up with bigger force, create another miracle.

march's approaching, which means i am going to college soon.

i am suppose to choose which college to go, what courses/ subjects to take up.

it's quite a lot to handle ya know. 

when i am everything in between,

trying to decide what suits me better.

anticipating new change, too.

loves.

no new pictures lately.

i have old ones that i haven't share with you.

just for the record, my cam's focus spoiled.

thanks to you, my sister! pffft

hiiiiiiiiiiii

i know i haven't update my blog...

for approximately more or less than a month I THINK =)

( not a good photo)  

first time trying to shot " fast" cars moving.

in reality, the cars on the road is slow.

imagining if i were to capture this photo on highway.. 

IT'S GONNA BE AWESOME :)

  

first time too, captured tree

good attempt i would say.. =)

the old stuff.

i've always loved.

  

flowing water fountain :)

 

running in the pouring rain

  

 my love

  

LIKEY how the flowers sway with the wind; advertisement on tv.

 

personal favourite, enchanting light?

what's with the red dragonfly?

my pleasure

artificial rocks

happy happy cny, happy happy cny!

 

 found out that built in flash is not that bad, somehow.

favourite photo of the day, 7th of february 2009.

  

sugardressing is everywhere.

  

amusing sister.

i am amazed how everytime my sister caught me shooting her...

  

water is a universal solvent.

  

weather was freaking hot!

for that instant, i wish i was a member of sunway lagoon club, so i can jump into the pool!

have a fling with coconut tree 

somewhat LOL

there you go, that is my sister =.=

it's a kind of pleasure =)

blehh hehh  hi friends!

the reason i haven't been updating my blog...

is that everytime i was assuming i have a lot to say, oops SNAP! 

next moment i am right here, typing dot dot dot dot ( speechless)

yes, i hate coconut now

peanut is still my love :D

i followed my mom to bkt. kiara.

ohh my that was such a nice place, lots of monkeys! 

i have a thing with monkeys, they seemed so fun ( soo random)

very very surprising: they hid inside the forest, i can't see any of them today.

my mom told me they conquered the security guard's pondok, she made a joke out of it saying monkeys ARE the security guard. LOLL

okay, i am staying home with my dog!

like i said on facebook;

very funny. ever since the beginning of 2010, i received a special gift from my dog over time; he poop and pee on my bed. and i have a sister whose aware of that, still never manage to close her room door. you tell me, what's these?

add on, i am always the ONE who cleaned those stinky stinky.

my sister can't escape from this disasteruos moment anymore, seriously! 

gahhhh :(

i can't get it over with, gosh. the smell...

EWW pffft 

darkest time..

long time ago, i've seen myself choosing a path.

a path that i once chose...

a path that i've always loved to try, a path that seemed all so bright and shiny for me, that's the least what i thought at the very first place.

then, my mom suggested me to think bigger, saying what i loved is ancient, nowadays humans are working on for the new era, revive by what i think stunningly fragile pieces of technology, and that i shall never make a way out of it. time after time, it fades down to drain, fitted just the way how my mom would have wanted to.

right now,  

either do i still understand that deep inside me, still have a heart for world history.

or can i find myself a path.. at the crossroad.

in that split second, i felt a slit of embarrassment.

my heart was cut into hundred pieces.

do you have a moment that you have lots of people talking around you,

but you can't have their conversations all interpret to your brain,

as if you can't hear a thing but nodding your head anyway?

in such situation;

do you know what's worth fighting for?

when it's not worth dying for?

does it take your breath away

and you feel yourself suffocating?

does the pain weigh out the pride?

and you look for a place to hide?

did someone break your heart inside?

you're in ruins

one, 21 guns

lay down your arms, give up the fight

one, 21 guns

throw up your arms into the sky, you and i

when you're at the end of the road

and you lost all sense of control

and your thoughts have taken their toll

when your mind breaks the spirit of the soul

your faith walks on broken glass

and hangover doesn't pass

nothing's ever built to last

you're in ruins

did you try on live on your own

when you burned down the house and home?

did you stand too close to the fire

like a liar seeking for forgiveness from a stone?

when it's time to live and let die

and you can't get another try

something inside this heart has died

you're in ruins

21 guns- green day