dance with my father.

back then when i was a child
before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high
and dance with my mother and me and then
spin me around till i fall asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me
and i knew for sure
i was loved.

if i could get another chance
another walk, another dance with him
i play a song that will never end
how i'd love, love, love to dance with my father again.

when I and my mother would disagree
to get my way I would run from her to him
he'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
then finally make me do just what my mama said

later that night when I was asleep
he left a dollar under my sheet
never dreamed that he
would be gone from me

if I could steal one final glance
one final step, one final dance with him
i'd play a song that would never, ever end
'cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

sometimes I'd listen outside her door
and I'd hear her, mama cryin' for him
i pray for her even more than me
i pray for her even more than me

i know I'm prayin' for much too much
but could You send back the only man she loved
i know You don't do it usually
but Lord, she's dyin' to dance with my father again
every night I fall asleep
and this is all I ever dream

- by luther vandross-


omg. life's been busy. and i almost forgot the existence of such a beautiful song.
so touching!

anyway, exam's over! finally.
i got 70 for chemistry. considered quite low in the class..
but who cares? i did my best.
PLUS, it's a last minute pick up thing.
i know this is not my best. im satisfied!

by the way, monthly test throughout the year couldn't be that bad.
i mean, you will get a better understanding after you study.
it's like a kind of satisfaction is achieved somehow.

i once promised myself i will push myself harder.
i will work hard for my studies, for my future.
that was last year.. i gotta wake up!
and get down to serious business.

OH and happy birthday sue ann!







may you bless with the best of luck in everything you do.
im sure you can accomplish what you really want.
if only you believe in yourself.
be confident!

always remember to smile :)
if wasn't you, i won't know nor realised what's behind me all this while.
i still want to say thank you.


HAHA! that was the old me back then.
if it's not for you, i wouldn't post it up woi.
i looked fat! lol

we will take new picture together okay?
replace the old ones :)


ahh another person said i changed again.
it's not a bad thing right? you are so proud of me!

ohh i've been travelling on this road too long,
just trying to find my way back home.
the old me is dead and gone, dead and gone.


loves,
yinwei.