blahh..

* 13th july 2008.

i have been emo since yesterday. it's kind of rare for me to emo for so long.. but just the cause of that whole emo-ness already can suck out all my happiness.

i know, i'm very quiet in person, especially when i'm not even close with that person. sometimes, i think of how many true friend i had. some ppl that you really take them as friend, you expect them to do the same, but the truth is..they don't. how sad that was.. :( anyways, i think i just don't have the skills to talk to certain ppl. and plus, my english is no good. i hope, someday..i will get more friends eventually ;)

yesterday was cheer 08' , i saw lots of girls that dressed up sexy, bitchy with high heel material girls. some of them show off their long, beautiful legs. i saw some flawless legs ( long, no-no-muscle legs) ..wooahh! ;) lol some just..got scars..aiyaa.. my legs also got scars lah.
[ oh gosh! i really had a big thing with beautiful legs these days! les-nya] * damn random!

i realized that i crapped a lot in blog. hehe..whatever that is! btw, blitzerz didn't win anything..not even the showmanship award that we already got it for like 3 years :( for me, i think that blitzerz did better this year compared to last year, but sadly, we've got nothing. hope next year, we will get back the bu4 spirit!

somehow, this year our bu4 blue crowd..not so geng anymore. probably because we've lost puan lee tsock wah's support for blitzerz for like so many years.

* 16th july 2008.

hallo! mom went to somewhere in india. so, my lunch and dinner got probs! :( lolss
i had my lunch at outside with aunty mei ling they all for like 3 days already, sometimes really sien for what i had ate.

my life is just like a timetable, it wouldn't change. just everyday tuition come and go..go and come..these days, i was thinking how my life will be when i will be started working.. will i enjoy my work in the big company? will i be an good partner with others that will be working with me for a project? but that's really far away. i will think about it some other time..

i'm really really tired..sometimes i can't feel what adult meant energy. we don't have so much energy and youth that you all have been talking for like ages. we are only 16, and still a human being, we will feel tired somehow. ><

i only realised i loved classical musics since last year. especially impromptu fantasie by chopin', romance d'amour, ballade pour adeline...and much moreee ;)

my mood wasn't so bad today, but just normal..pretty okay!

loves,
yinwei.