when you give out your all, you don't ask for all in return.

although you have give out your all , sometimes you can't even ask for a thing in return.
that doesn't only happens to me, but everyone.
this is what we called as 'life'. complicated and yet frustrating..

nevertheless, some people always ask for things in return whenever they sacrifice something..that's irritating. i finally could understand why people speak out that phrase. i realized people wouldn't create a sentence for nothing. they got the phrase it's because, they already experience that by themselves.

probably that's what god determine for us, we don't have fate to become really really close friend for the rest of our life. yes, no doubt that she's a good friend in front of everyone...
i just told her everything in my heart, of course i didn't get to touch some parts, if not that will really hurt her. but guess what? she stay calm, really calm answering my question.. she stays quiet..quiet as i talked to her.

i have not much to say now since my mood is still deep down till nowhere. i feel pathetic for not being able to get what i've give out to a friend. i don't really want to believe it. as cheng yau said, this is life, right?

i'm one step behind..

a BIG BIG thank you to the people who tried to cheer me up when im deep down. i really feel the.. L-O-V-E!

loves,
yinwei.