come back to me!

OMG! OMG!

shit, my stupid lisa is gone.

i made assumption that she went to the apartment opposite my house and look for bones =.= THEN, she's so friendly that she greet somebody. jumping here and there..

theres once my sister caught her playing with a indonesian's family.
they said if there's no one asking her back, they will definitely take lisa home.
she's very cute wor!

i never ever thought that you will take care of her. and it's clearly that i don't assume you will help me to clean up the mess that lisa caused to our balcony. but seriously how can you just said that to me like you NEVER care. screw you and damn it!

and now, im missing her badly.
she no longer greets me when im back from tuition or whatsoever.
if only someone told me earlier...

im worried if she's suffering from pain.
hopefully some kind ppl take her home and feed her food.

YOU naughty girl!
if you are back, i will buy you more toys!


damn potong my day.
pui shan.. will do yr tag someday :(

loves,
your dear owner.

be grateful for today.

i should, everyone should.

YOU too! :)

be happy!

a wonderful day should not be wasted because of our stupid emotions.
don't let them overwhelms you.

you will always be free, just like a bird.

- picture taken by nur-

i think the picture above means a lot. even it's just a small flower i suppose?

appreciation.

hmm.. today is such a great day. it would be wonderful if we can go to outdoors and have fun.

why is relationship so complicated?

i would say, it's just not as simple as it is that we see on screen.

troublesome? burden? stress? sorrows?
all this shouldn't come in to our life. just somehow it always will.
as we are getting older, we will know life's complicated.
there's too many uncountable coincide is ought to happen.
we always know that. that's why we need to expect the unexpected all the time.
we will never know when it comes, because it come without a single sign.

it's always too late to wake up to our senses about this and that.
we are not stubborn and this is just part of our life.
we are only humans, remember that.

if you are sad, go on and cry hard cry loud.
seriously it's hard to hide it deep inside, that's our true feelings.

acceptance.

you need to accept you, yourself. as how you really are.

smiling and laughing at the same time..
it's not stupid!

GO ON AND CRY.
other than crying like a MIAO MIAO for 10 minutes,
why not cry like no other for 1 minute.

you might not know what to do.
you might not know what's in front of you.
through the bad, the good, the ups and downs,
i will be there for you.

p/s: you deserves every smile you have.

post dedicate to friends out there who's having a hard time.
don't worry, be happy! * cheeseeeeee!* =)
life's beautiful, enjoy it.

loves,
yinwei.

hipppiiieee!

peace yo! currently feeling happy. YEAH!

currently listening to how to touch a girl live by jojo. oh my! it's damn freaking nice :)

the other day, i was there.

MY NEW DOG!

her name is LISA!

lol lisa huh? my sis got her the name.
hahaha! it's how funny that my mom actually don't offend us keeping this dog. i expect some random chaos bound to happen. but nothing. i think my mom like her too.HAHA!

this stupid dog is damn cute lah. she will definitely greet us when we are back from anywhere.
even my neighbours go to work in the morning. heh :)

it's my brother who bought her home. it happened this way: my brother asked lisa whether she wants to follow him home. and his friend add in:
" woi! follow him home, you may have food!"

there she go. she run to my brother.

so i wonder if she's a pariah dog. since she's not afraid of anyone.
lisa's naughtiness make us hate her but lovable at the same time.

she always got her way to get in and out of house. HAHA!
well we don't really border, since she always get back home on time: dinner time!

ONION on the run!

OH and i went tarik tali yesterday! oh my, for the first time in my life.
seeing everyone got so excited. wooohooo! i got up.
i was pretty nervous before it all started.
and kept on asking ppl all around to teach me the techniques.
after it started, i don't hear a thing. i stayed focus.
and 1,2 PULL! 1,2 PULL! 1,2 PULL!

we pulled it through. blue house won!
woot, good job to all the girls :)

and to green house too.

and yesterday im just there to ganti sue yan.
hmm... i hope i can tarik tali again!

love this card :P

i no longer like songs from album. i like to listen to live musics.
it's far more happening and it's so much nicer.

shit that piano exam is coming soon.
and i have been lazy these days.
i need to pratice. it's a must!

get up get up!


loves,

yinwei.

you had a bad day?

OH i had a emo week. not just one bad day.

it's okay yin wei, it's over. good times is on the way!

basically just emo for fcuks and i think mostly it's because im tired. oh my..

by the way, we are no longer form 3.
it seems it's just yesterday.
im SO wrong all this while. aha you never get what i mean.
people is changing, clock is ticking.
we need to move on eventhough roads ahead seems difficult.

finally, i feel hopeful for BLUE house marching.
we are doing great! good job people :)
seriously don't even mind of writing your name down IF you are not ready to make sacrifices.
it's not always easy.
and why you wanna complain when we redo every step again and again?
we redo it because it's just not right!
try to understand..

oh no. sports day is in 3 weeks time?
i don't wanna think about mid term exam but it's hard.
im just trying to have fun. i do as much as i can.
neither day i don't stay back for marching i will stay back for deco.
shit that i love it too ! lol
im crazy =.=

my results suck this time.
woi im serious.
people always think they have done their worst, but it's so not true lah okay.
im the one who's worse than them.

nur made me saying p o s i t i v e ! positive! A LOT :D

yeah that's a wrap.
we have done our best for this time.
i could have done better, but not this time.
i need someone constantly guide me to the books.
would you? lol

to you;

sorry to you cuz i throw you some harsh words.
im in some sort of bad mood which i hope no one would interrupt.
just so happen that you are right beside me.
didn't really mean to to throw tantrum on you.
get yourself together. be tough! :)



amazing discoveries?
as below:

don't you find them look alike?
vivian hsu at the right. dawn yang at the left.

HAHAHA!

Commitment unlocks the doors of imagination, allows vision,

and gives us the right stuff to turn our dreams into reality.

-by james womack-


loves,
yinwei.

dance with my father.

back then when i was a child
before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high
and dance with my mother and me and then
spin me around till i fall asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me
and i knew for sure
i was loved.

if i could get another chance
another walk, another dance with him
i play a song that will never end
how i'd love, love, love to dance with my father again.

when I and my mother would disagree
to get my way I would run from her to him
he'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
then finally make me do just what my mama said

later that night when I was asleep
he left a dollar under my sheet
never dreamed that he
would be gone from me

if I could steal one final glance
one final step, one final dance with him
i'd play a song that would never, ever end
'cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

sometimes I'd listen outside her door
and I'd hear her, mama cryin' for him
i pray for her even more than me
i pray for her even more than me

i know I'm prayin' for much too much
but could You send back the only man she loved
i know You don't do it usually
but Lord, she's dyin' to dance with my father again
every night I fall asleep
and this is all I ever dream

- by luther vandross-


omg. life's been busy. and i almost forgot the existence of such a beautiful song.
so touching!

anyway, exam's over! finally.
i got 70 for chemistry. considered quite low in the class..
but who cares? i did my best.
PLUS, it's a last minute pick up thing.
i know this is not my best. im satisfied!

by the way, monthly test throughout the year couldn't be that bad.
i mean, you will get a better understanding after you study.
it's like a kind of satisfaction is achieved somehow.

i once promised myself i will push myself harder.
i will work hard for my studies, for my future.
that was last year.. i gotta wake up!
and get down to serious business.

OH and happy birthday sue ann!







may you bless with the best of luck in everything you do.
im sure you can accomplish what you really want.
if only you believe in yourself.
be confident!

always remember to smile :)
if wasn't you, i won't know nor realised what's behind me all this while.
i still want to say thank you.


HAHA! that was the old me back then.
if it's not for you, i wouldn't post it up woi.
i looked fat! lol

we will take new picture together okay?
replace the old ones :)


ahh another person said i changed again.
it's not a bad thing right? you are so proud of me!

ohh i've been travelling on this road too long,
just trying to find my way back home.
the old me is dead and gone, dead and gone.


loves,
yinwei.

bud4 idol!

for the first time, i stayed back for singing competition. for friends..

oh yeah! there's so many form 5 joined bud4 idol. it feels so good since that i could listened to so many songs at once. really.. i think i tap the rhythm throughout the competition. haha!
it was amazing :)


there's so much craziness, surrounding me
there's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe.
when all faith is gone, you bring it back to me,
you make it real for me.


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after auto corrected the picture, it looks kinda blur when it shrinked to this small.

before bud4 idol started.

preparation before going in..

wong yau! HEH

lovely sheila ( hopefully i didn't spell it wrongly)

WOOoOTT!

this stupid fella blocked my nice view!

shame on you!
to those people who aren't respectful while some contestants was singing, laughed and laughed when some of them broke the chord.
if you dare to stand right there and sing. i don't mind.

GOSH!

it's okay if you don't clap for them, it's okay if you don't cheer for them after they finished a song.
close your eyes and imagine if you are the one who's standing on stage singing and you made some mistakes too, how would you feel with such embarrassment?

i totally give it up to contestants.
don't you think they are great for having guts to stand there and perform a song?
just want to let you know how those suckers got in my way.

btw, i really like some of those performance.
just speaking of voice, i like sheila, nazar, jun yen. they got nice voice!

nazar reminds me a little of david cook!
cy claimed more to david archuleta.
i never really like d. archuleta. david cook owned a sexy voice!

congratulations to those who won- liyana and airina... yadayada :)

to those who did not win anything: well you are not the worst. you just lack of singing skills, powerful voice, on stage experience and a good mic.

i kind of regretted for not joining. but who cares.
it's over and just no point speaking of it.
i envy those who got the chance to performed!

lol FARM! :D

senget :/ i liked it somehow :D

im just thinking this is our last year. am just out of interest and passion to capture every part of school as much as i could. i mean, i will definitely miss school after form 5. even teachers told us to enjoy our last year in secondary school. why not?
we will never get the chance to wear bata shoes, pinafore nor baju kurung in college.. well unless you want to. heh! we wouldn't need to gather around in tapak perhimpunan every morning.. no more singing negaraku, negeri and school songs.

RAWRRR! next week exam but still haven't start to revise yet, how!?
can die i tell you.


WISH ME LUCK!!


loves
yinwei.