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22nd of november.

hella, got two weddings going on in the same day. so had to dump one another in order to attend one of it. and my mom, sis and i decided to go for my ex- neighbour's daughter. ahh.. cant believe she's getting married. last time she taught me piano for a short while too. all of sudden.. she's getting married. haha!

oh, reached there at 730 but guess what?? fuss all around, ppl just kept asking here and there. the dinner starts at.. almost 9 weih. learnt something: never show up on a wedding early! my mom was thinking christian very particular in timing. ah, she's wrong. u know, malaysian timing. there's even ppl reaching there at 9 something. and our table got two aunties, one pair one son and father, another pair of couple. except for the aunties, they looked coservative. throughout the dinner, they only speaked one sentence:" hah?? no need gua??" when the MC claiming that we need to bless our food, heh food was already in our mouth.

before everything ended, the whole table only left us. all the ppl just eat and ciao. they didn't even finish the desert. and all the deserts belongs to US! lol whole table blanked. just three of us XD after we gave our final blessings to them, we headed home.

23th of november.

went to the so called the other wedding groom's house. kwah family ppl. ah, alot didn't showed up, as usual. and.. i saw alot of uncles. they are my granpa's brothers. heh, exclude my granpa there's another 7 brothers. all messed! i just called them uncles. frankly, i don't even know who the groom was. he's my cousin.. or what??

busy days. incredible.

24th of november.

woke up at 11 something. mom was calling me all around. argh! my mom told me she got the results from school. omfg! then i take a look at it. OH! it was terrily bad, i know that clearly. but guess what?? im laughing there. i ran to the kitchen and i told my mom:" next time there won't be such results." shit shit, sure i have gone mad. i have no idea why i did that. thinking back of it, i think im super duper blur that time. my mom didn't scold me at all.

and and.. i got a snail now. it's been in my fridge for four days. heh i decided to keep it somehow. =) it's always in it's shell, don't come out one. i don't know why thou. is snail needed to keep it from sunlight?? anyone knows, pls tell! i find it so cute. it's so tiny.

at night, my mom asked my bro to keep an eye on me cuz i did badly in exams. bro was like: huh?? anyways, he told my mom last time he failed bio and add maths too. my mom just.. lol

25th of november.

thank god that i didn't go out today. the feelings of home, the satisfication to online.. hehe! currently watching beethoven virus! omg omg, seriously, i loved orchestra so much! im thinking all the pieces going on in my mind all day long. thou this korean drama wasn't that wonderful as others, plot also a little off. but i still continue watching it!

theres a scene whereby the girl was hugging that man. some ppl comment there: the love triangle is wrong, so wrong as if the girl is hugging her dad. LOL cuz that guy was old, at the age of 40 match up with a sweet 25 years old girl. walao. instead of a young, handsome man.. that girl choose the old guy. haha!

my sis have been studying really hard! hmph..

all the best to her in finals!

lastly, good luck to you too sucker! HAHA so damn funny! ;P

xoxo,

yinwei.

if my life is that way, it will be nice ;)

sucker, nah update update!

in the passed few days... i was pretty damn happy. no special reason thou lol.

last saturday, i was willing to follow my mom went office that day. this don't happen everyday lah. hhmm.. had my lunch and i slept. yea, you are looking it right. i slept in mom's office. i thought it will be my another boring day in office again. but not this time! i wrote err.. green creditors receipt. heh then, i painted someone's lorry. hahahah! it was fun. one of my mom's worker asked me a bunch of ques. in BM. omg disaster! it really sucks, i was damn blur and every single time that man asked first thing came up in my mind was: huhh?? wth weih X)

after that, went to jusco and saw a colouring competition going on. organized by appetton. i guessed i spell it right. some of them were really talented they know how to mix colour. most of them don't of course, so tiny little ones. haha! some of them even colour up and down and that reminds of me how i used to colour cartoons last time. bunny's face also colour orange! hahahhaha lol ;D

the other day, im suppose to go to a book fair. i was quite excited at the very first place. anyhow, it was canceled. so had half an hour emo session. but luckily it was canceled cuz it was a chinese book fair lagi =.='' and and..
i DID fruit tart in my cousin's house (yau sure stunned by now)
it was fun, and i ate alot too. haha!

yesterday i went kl again. to get stocks for my sister's online boutique. i teman her shopped for 6 hour. ahhh, of course in between we did rest a little. went ss2 pasar malam for multi-tasking. you know, buy vegetables, fried rice and kuey teow, dumpling, my honeydew loh.. woohooo! i liked it! im crazy.

right now, im just here to update my dead blog once again. im watching moonlight resonance by now. a HOT kick ass hong kong drama! hahaha =) it was addictive.

shout out to sucker: BYE ding dong bell! kindly pls *F OFF!

OH OH OH!

xoxo,
yinwei.

thank you for everything.

it's such a mistake to go school today. meaningless. but if i did not turn up, i wouldn't get the bday birthday from sue ann too. that will really be a mistake.

for the tough moments that we have been through, i deeply appreciate it. for what has happened to us, i feel deeply sorry and also depressing. i'm someone who worried and also thinks too much. thought everything is just as complicated as it used to be. maybe that is why i caused myself and you so much pain. i want to say.. if you are the one who at fault for causing both of us so much pain, i will share the fault too.

i don't know how to deal with you. i was afraid, and worried that my words would just cause you even more confusion. i don't want to get you in that crictical situation. maybe i should just don't care what you said, or maybe i cared too much. i have been thinking what you have written in your blog alot, even when i was lying on the bed at night. no matter how you stated it, i still find it killing me inside.

im just not a good friend, isn't it? probably this is the challenge for us that is given by god. to make our friendship lasts longer after all the sorrows and heartbreaking moment. we can pull it through.. that's something i should have known that from the very beginning. but, probably i need sometime to chill out. settle everything by myself. above all, i promised i will come back as your friend- your truthfully friend.

heh, golden pencil case huh ;D



brownie that made by sue ann =)
i damn sayang to eat it lah,
take a photo first! ;P
* it was lovely, thank you!



actually there's four muffins.
i ate two and i gave one to sook moon.
sharing is caring!

it's the thoughts that counts. thank you so much! ;)

loves,
yinwei.

whatever it takes.

heh. im back! with nothing, but just me.

im pretty outdated by now. and i know that. i wanted to catch a movie, badly! ahhh.. will update about american's world known election someday. =) famous quote throughout election: yes! we can. yesterday i was pretty damn happy. maybe its just because exam is really over. had chemistry paper. it was ok, ok only. whole class were claiming that the paper was much harder than the previous one, thou. whatever, it's over.wheeee! =)

oh, i had my honeydew loh in pasar malam yesterday. for those for you who do not know, it makes me happy AND excited, even on the way to ss2 im already half crazy. * laugh laugh* i know it sounds like bullshit.. lol it was nice but the hyper got a little spoiled by mom =.= anyways,

a conversation btwn. me and yin a week ago :

* a stupid motorcyclist just cut yin's car ( nearly bang weih! woiii)

WOIII!! stupid guy.
this person so-hai to the MAX!
hHAHAHAHAHHAHA..
why are you laughing.. so hard? ( with a funny face)
hahahahahah! because u said so-hai to the max? *damn funny*

LOL LOL

and not forgetting..
P/S: dear tarzan, i don't know how to make you feel better anymore. just really out of idea. i was worried when u didn't even reply my msg. aiseh, luckily at night, you replied. hhhmm.. this is a process every student in the world need to go through. not just you got the bad results, everyone does. everyone got their very own expectations in exams and so do you. every person in the world face all kinds of difficulties every single day. and this is just a part of the roller coaster of ours daily life. don't let failure get rid of you! you must not lose the spirit of the giant panda tarzan, thou. don't worry, be happy!

last shout out, YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!

loves,
yinwei.

it's over! finally ;)

* scream scream SCREAM!! *

woohoo.. exam is over! ;D
finally could get to breathe and feel the breeze of wind.

this was the most torturing 3 weeks exam in my life. seriously, had a bad time in this paper..wish for the better next day.. it turned out to be worse still :/ frankly, i have no one to blame but myself. aiseh it's ALL over. like finally....we should just sit and wait, right?

whole school knew that our class's chemistry paper was stolen by somebody. somebody that everyone do not know. and i had to sit for the chemistry paper one more time, in next upcoming monday! so is it a good thing nor bad thing.. for the ppl who studied hard and take chemistry as their BEST science subject, sorry lah. for the ppl like me, it's a second chance. anyhow, i was exhausted in passed weeks, and i have no strength to stick to the books anymore. but i will still try my best! ;)

i realized that study in the mid of the night where everyone is having sweet dream.. don't work things out. not anymore. we will never know how good to have a good sleepping session until we don't sleep. seriously, it was really really nice to sleep. hahaha ;D

im emo. im not sure what's striking me again.. not now, but soon! moodless d.

if i was your man by joe.
i don't wanna know by mario winans.
thank god i found you by mariah carey, 98 degrees and joe.
* my emo songs by now

bye!

loves,
yinwei.

the tragic moment.

i have something to share. it was one of the most tragic moment in my entire life. it happened on thursday night when i was in pelangi yamaha school.

when i was playing exam pieces all of sudden, a loud * BANG* was heard.
my piano teacher and i didn't mind to pay attention at first.. we thought it might be a car accident..until we heard ppl screaming loudly AHHHHH!! then we looked at the outside, i saw ppl was running towards a corner which i could barely see anything. it was so dark. we heard ppl crying and all. both of us wondering what happened causes such a huge *BANG* then we saw a few men carrying a construction worker screaming for help. then a pariah car came and it went in to the car. i played winter sonata to give my blessings to.. whoever they are. it became a weird habit of mine since the beginning of the year.

police is finally here. then soon, ambulance and the firefighters came too. at that moment, my teacher and i can't wait to get down and alot of ppl were there. it was such a fuss. we thought there's only one worker who got injured but hell no. there was 3 person. the security guard in yamaha told us the construction crane's jip which carried a heavy supporter of buildings actually breaks.. can you even imagine crane is to lift up tonnes of steel and the jip drop on a human being weighed maybe 60kg. oh wait, they are not even so heavy, they are skinny ppl. some of the injured worker managed to run away before the police got there. which means more than 3 workers got injured. and most of them don't own a permit. ahhh.. i heard ppl saying the brain skull of the indonesian worker cracks and the eye ball dropped out too. wooww.. tragic moment. it happens in split seconds.

anyhow, it already happened. but thats not my point. what's the main reason that causes this. careless-ness from workers? i even doubted the skills of the operator. and this is a not that kind of incident that would end complately as you say a word of sorry. really hope that government would take action on this because this is the third time accident happened, in that particular site.. not first not second but third.

when i got back home, my mind was stucked with what i've seen. i can't concentrate to study my sej that night so i slept and woke up in the early morning to study. *frankly, i really pity them. they worked so hard under the sun and their one day salary probably only 30 to 50 bux. maybe less than that? it's really not that easy to earn a living without hard work. and im still praying upon the sky hoping they are alright. it's true that i don't know who are they, and you might thinking im so stupid of doing that. but im only a human being, i've got feelings. if only you are right there..

take a look at this:

a dog named leo became a hero to save four kittens. and it refused to leave the building and was found by firefighters alongside the litter of kittens, despite thick smoke. can you feel the love in them? hhmm..

end.

loves,
yinwei.