thank you for everything.

it's such a mistake to go school today. meaningless. but if i did not turn up, i wouldn't get the bday birthday from sue ann too. that will really be a mistake.

for the tough moments that we have been through, i deeply appreciate it. for what has happened to us, i feel deeply sorry and also depressing. i'm someone who worried and also thinks too much. thought everything is just as complicated as it used to be. maybe that is why i caused myself and you so much pain. i want to say.. if you are the one who at fault for causing both of us so much pain, i will share the fault too.

i don't know how to deal with you. i was afraid, and worried that my words would just cause you even more confusion. i don't want to get you in that crictical situation. maybe i should just don't care what you said, or maybe i cared too much. i have been thinking what you have written in your blog alot, even when i was lying on the bed at night. no matter how you stated it, i still find it killing me inside.

im just not a good friend, isn't it? probably this is the challenge for us that is given by god. to make our friendship lasts longer after all the sorrows and heartbreaking moment. we can pull it through.. that's something i should have known that from the very beginning. but, probably i need sometime to chill out. settle everything by myself. above all, i promised i will come back as your friend- your truthfully friend.

heh, golden pencil case huh ;D



brownie that made by sue ann =)
i damn sayang to eat it lah,
take a photo first! ;P
* it was lovely, thank you!



actually there's four muffins.
i ate two and i gave one to sook moon.
sharing is caring!

it's the thoughts that counts. thank you so much! ;)

loves,
yinwei.