The end of the world in the year of 2012?

someone's blog inspired me. and i tends to write it out at the very moment ::

theres once i watched a show called lost book of Nostradamus in history channel. in that particular two hours show, they put out alot of pictures that is with meaning behind it, terrifying and tragic graphic..i still remember i watched it in the middle of the night, mom and sis went genting, i was about to sleep all alone. It just stuck in my mind for quite some time, until i wrote something on paper only i could sleep.

micheal Nostradamus.. many ppl might not know who is this man. let me tell you, he is the ancient famous future prophet, people said he predict future accurately. so far, i know he predicted the 911 terroist that strike american’s world trade centre, hitler’s years, future king for certain country, lots of tragic event like tsunami, earthquakes going to happen frequently right few years before the world ends, and he predicted the end of the world going to happen in the year of 2012.

you might not believe it, but as you can see, it’s true that earthquakes all that is happening around us. Alot of earth resources like petroleum is running out.. the future are getting harder and harder.. i was pretty upset when i sees the news of china’s 8.5 magnitude of earthquake happened in sichuan.. kids were trapped inside the trash of school building, parents was screaming to look for their kids.. some kids was forced to cut off their legs and even hands. It made so many people lost their house, money and family.. ugh! That was.. saddest and most tragic thing ever.

sometimes, i believe in this sorts of thing. of course, not just blindly bump into it. but, if that really happens, will you just give out everything to your love ones? or maybe.. fulfill your dreams that you would most likely wants to do? as for me, im not really sure, i guessed i want to do things that i loved and say sorry to the people that i’ve hurt before, leave this world with no regrets. thou i haven’t been couple and all, i don’t think i would be damn regret for that. for certain ppl, they give out their all to the one that they loved.. and i guessed that would be enough. sometimes, loving someone doesn’t mean that he or she must belongs to only you, and give them back your love.. i guessed they still wish each other joy and happiness, don't they? im foolish. i did a test before, it says i would go pretty far for love and will do anything for the my loved ones. hmphh.. really? maybe, who knows? ;D

we should always treasure the people around us, don't we? we can't always ask for happiness cuz somehow the sorrow and emotional things will still come after you like a monster from darkness. shouldn't we enjoy the moment of happiness as we can? last time i was so small, don't even know that im losing my beloved dad. i really learn to appreciate my family more than ever. so, sometimes when i sees people sad over relationship.. hhmm.. not to say they're childish but girls still take relationship more seriously than guys. yeah.. sometimes, i wish for dad's love. i have been thinking of if he is still alive, my mom wouldn't have to be so suffering for works in office.. :( hmphh.. my mom is a superwoman! always love you ;D

do anything you want by now, so it's like eventhough tomorrow might be the end of the world, you may leave this world happily with no regrets. yeah, happiness is what everyone chasing after. im just a form 4 girl by now, people around me all having big dreams to become professional in the future. why!? i don't really get it, but i tends to don't understands people's reaction to certain things. this morning, i suddenly thought of it would be fun if next time i be fishmonger. hahaha! everyday selling off fishes.. lol so random ;)

simple life with happiness. complicated life with sadness. which of it will you choose?

hmm..as for one of my friend.. i couldn't understands your inside feelings cuz im not you.. anyways, like someone said, that incident is already a past, let go of it. there's no point of you waiting for him anymore, he's a jackass! it's hard, but you've still got so many people behind you, there's no need to afraid to face anything! you already know what to do, that jerk which will gets what he will get one day. ya know, what goes around, comes around.. (it's evil, isn't it? i don't think so.)

Loves,
yinwei.

The Victory.

my blog have been pretty lack of updates, hhmm.. this time, i decided to do a post about certain olympic events that i loved very much and some athletes who caught my eyes on. ;)

i catched this live on tv yesterday. it's impressive, isn't it? no? oh well, it blew me away like a tornado! i gotta scream for more man! ;D

but to think of it, how much effort they have put in? these athletes sacrificed their precious time for entertainment, they have been training from hours to hours, days to days, months to months, years to years. what they ask for? probably just the moment be on stage, perform and get the applause from the audience, get a medal for their nation and make family be proud of it. of course, they did that because they loved the sports, yeah?

this is Evgenia Kaneava.
she's the russian rhythmic gymnast and she's olympic individual gold medalist!
impressive performance from her! ;D
and plus, she looked damn sweet and beautiful. woahh..

and.. this is anna bessonova from ukraine. i loved her ribbon performance.
but sadly, she got bronze somehow.
she started rhythmic gymnastic at the age of 5,
coached by her mom who is two time world champion group rhythmic gymnast!

Tears for liu xiang's departure for 110metres hurdles!

ahhh~~! this is the saddest event for beijing 2008 olympics. when whole nation of china is looking forward to liu xiang and wishing that he will win a gold medal for china like how he pull it off last four years in athens, pain for archillies' tendon six years ago comes again. the pain has been worse still right two weeks before the game starts. when he walks away from the track, it shattering whole nation's dream. when ppl is scolding him he quits from competition, i think sure it's hard for him too! he himself knows chinese all around the world has high expectation on him. i guessed quiting the game would be the last step he will take if he isn't in terrible pain..

his primary coach teared down in the press conference and say: "liu xiang insisted to run on olympic games. even before warming up the game, thres doctors tried to ease the pain but it didn't subside. but even then, liu xiang decided to risk his career." liu xiang himself stated that the pain was unbearable. if he had finish the race, it would risk his tendon and he couldn't describe his feeling at the very moment.

he will come back, he said! ;D

let's wish him the best, hopefully he come back even bigger in the next four years in london! yeah ;)

Loves,
yinwei.

Taking chances..

i wanna take this opportunity to tell my friend.

alright, if you are looking at this.. you know who you are.. i don't know how should i start it once and for all. but i already sent you e-mail and tell you what's in me and stuff, maybe you just haven't see it. anyways, i think i have explain everything there, hope you see it asap and hopefully everything will ends like how we wished it will be.

maybe i just shouldn't explain so much. knowing the fact that the more i explain it, the more complicated it would be. somehow, i already sent it and i can't take it back though. let god do the rest.. i still wish both of us best. =)

wish you joy and happiness, my dear friend.

Loves,
yinwei.

start of something new.

title says it all. yup!

erm.. i decided to remove some blog's content which i find it really hurtful and harsh. some of it, i still remains like how it is and just change names of friend, cuz i think i should just remains it as a past. i think it just reminds me that i should look everything in a wider perspective and be more considerate..yeah!
i wanna say sorry again for not being considerate about friends. you know who you are.

today theres a education fair in our school. i asked a young woman from trinity college about ancient history, architectural, econs and engineering course. and the two woman there just goes O.O when i asked about it. cuz some of it is the "uncommon course" they said. ahh..
all these course not what normally people would ask. somehow, they didn't know much about it, i guessed they don't expect students to ask them all these uncommon course. im just interested, and not like i really will major in it, i just wanted to know more about it, but it seems like it doesn't help alot, cuz they were uncertain for the info about it. it's alright..

sue ann was unsure for what she's going to do in the future. actually, i think she had found her way-- science, just that don't know which one to choose. i guessed she will be doing alright, cuz she had passion for science. and i believe, with hard work, she can gain success. i truly believe..
cheng yau leh.. going for arts. but her mom don't really encourage her to major in that, but arts.. it's hard to predict the future, and it's a tough road. anyways, all occupation has it's own difficulties, just how you going to face it and solve it.

everyone is in confused now, unsure which path they are chasing after, and could do it for the rest of their life.

all the best to everyone! ;)

Loves,
yinwei.

Beijing olympic 2008! ;)

i used to think of olympic is just nothing, nothing so special, just that it helf four years once. and twhen i was standard 6.. i guessed i don't know whats olympic for lah! >. < style="font-style: italic;" size="2">( like what my mom said) i guessed lots of people also afford to pay for the fees of travelling there.. yesterday, i missed out some parts at the beginning of the opening ceremony but, overally it was really stunning. the famous movie director+ film maker of all- zhang yi mou is the one who's behind the entire opening ceremony.

some pics for the grand opening ceremony! haha.. i totally burst into super-fan of olympic. lols

wah.. the aucle who went up won 14 world champion wei! he's so strong to be hanging up the sky.. i think this part stunts the whole world. it's just damn chun-ted lah! ;D

and and and!! i loved this one.. reminds me of the galaxy which full of starts!
it's really nice.. the meaning behind it is awesome.
the director who made this think of every olympic, theres not really a part of showing this 5 circles to the world and make people remember it for like years..
so, he came up with this! ahhh..

HAHAHAHA! this one.. it's just damn cute so i posted it up.
hhmm.. do they put the kid beside yao ming just to shows that he's really really tall??
the height of that kid is just the length of yao ming's long legs. lol ;)

overall, this opening ceremony was really nice. but, boring part came right away when all the 204 countries turn up to line at the middle of stadium.. and guess what?! malaysia's team costume is just turn out to be so.. ughh.. the colours really turned me down :(

ugh!.. why i must have exam now lah.. damn frustrating!

Loves,
yinwei.

on my way here..

currently in love with Disturbia by rihanna and On My Way Here by clay aiken!

* on my way here is a beautiful song! ;) rihanna's new song rhythm is so catchy.. ( it's a rather scary song..but *damn omg! can't stop listening to it lol. )

im getting lesser time to update my dead blog. cuz i've got monthly test, tuitions.. ish! and i screwed my chemistry paper today. whatever. i already thought of i might fail. and didn't have the heart to study last night . im lazy too. 0.O

last night, was a terrible night mare for me. mom is again asking me to stop piano, she said i don't like piano, don't practice, and it's wasting her money and most important, her precious time! it just like a knife striking into my heart! i feel so painful. omg, i just cried my ass off! i even cried in yamaha school's toilet. i even break down in front of my piano teacher! now comes to think about it, i feel pai seh.. pai seh.. :x

i LOVE piano! i don't want anybody take it away from me! NO! i wouldn't allow it. i don't have the talent for it, but somehow, i just wanna see what i will get by learning piano. piano is so wonderful, and it's just like a fun thing appear in my boring life and when im sad, i played sad melody; when im happy i play happy pieces! it just somehow a way of myself express feelings, i feel the enjoyment when im playing piano.. i really love it though!
MOM, pls! let me continue playing it, although i learn it damn.. DAMN! slow. =.=

hhmm.. my whole blog turned emotional now. whenever i blog, is either something horrible happened to me or my emotional feelings comes in silently. haih.. sorry if my blogs spoil your day..

anyhow, lets talk about something exciting! tonight is grand grand OLYMPIC OPENING CEREMONY! woohooo.. ;D my mom said this year it's pretty special, since we are not going to see blonde hair, fair skin and blue eyes ah-mo like any years before but get to see lots of people with yellow, dark hair and eyes-- chinese people. hahahaha! lol damn random ;P and this year of 2008, it's the very first time that olympic is going to held in asian country!
im telling everyone man! im so gonna watch spring board diving, cycling, gymnastic, water ballet and lots lots more! hehe =) yeah baby!! not going to miss it anymore like when i was in standard 6, i missed out water ballet.. =.=

alright, let's talk about it someday, go china! beat the americans! hahahahah! bleuk ;D

* edited post!

Here's some sneak peak for beijing olypmpic. enjoyy!

this is beijing olympic 2008's mascot! it's so cute, isn't it?

hehe, this five mascot names -bei- jing- huan- ying- ni- which means
Beijing welcomes YOU! ;)

every single mascot got it's own meaning. but im not sure so.. go check it out yourself, k?

this is beijing national aquatic centre which also known as water cube.
cuz it's square-ish, it has 17,000 seats. woah! that's huge man.. ;)
it looked so nice with the colourss!

Bird's nest-- national stadium for beijing olympic 2008!
i bet everyone know this, it's so famous.. it made up of 42,000 tons of steel..the stadium can seat as many as 91,000 spectators during the olympic.
it is also designed to withstand eight magnitude earthquake.
wonderful!! ;)

im off to watch the opening ceremony now! ciaoz.

Loves,
yinwei.