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have you feel like you don't belong? eventhough you are surrounded by lots of people.. i guessed everyone has it's moment of truth, the very moment they might feel bad, next moment, they might be feeling really good. recently, i feel sickening for life. everyday eating the same food, going to the same place, things just going on exactly the way it used to be. actually, who am i to complain about that. compared to others, im the fortune ones, at least i don't have to be stressing over the food for tomorrow.

some people in poor country, they don't have clothes.. no! they don't even know whether tomorrow they will have food, or even medical facilities for sickness. ahh, i wish to do something more productive like helping people. today, im not in a very good mood.. i was kind of losing my direction for few weeks i guessed.. sometimes i will be so happy, then suddenly i got whole lot of the emo times..aiks!

and in the previous post, i was imagining myself of being a fishmonger in the future? hahaha! ;) i went pasar malam just now. when i saw fishmonger was cutting a fish to sell off that time.. i feel so happy. omg, don't get me wrong for being happy just bcuz the fishmonher killed a lil fish, i was imagining myself of being the fishmonger only lah! you might think fishmonger.. ahh.. how smelly.. but occupation doesn't value a person, as long as you love it.

saying of future, everyone is going different ways.. they have their own dreams to achieve, who would ever think maybe you will do things that you never ever thought of? seriously, no one will know.. hhmm.. tomorrow school starts, gotta be a boring day..screw it!

Loves,
yinwei.