so close and still so far.

*EDITED.

listening to so close by jon mclaughing.

i removed my links at the side. just for fun! random



lisa is still missing.. stupid dog! she will never come back anymore. will she?
aiya still miss her very much.

days or months before sports day, we are still thinking sports day is still not here yet. and now that it's over, it feels like we have to go back to the old times again. im back to tuitions. gah :(

all ketua rumah is in the picture. what a coincide.

the excitement of getting our clown shower cap :D

awesome zakirah :)

the sze.

upload all this photos once and for all. grab all you want!
i might delete some of it though.

HOR!
sports day ended. biru got second overall. some of us cried, because it's our last year.
and yet, we are so close to the champion. ( as my title)
i finally can understand how come people take care of the little things that seems to be so tiny. the small tiny bit got the ability to change the outcome.

what's done is done.
we will never have a second chance. it's only now or never, yeah you are right.
there's definitely chance for you juniors to hidupkan biru!
we are no loser. perhaps we could have done more than this.
but it's all over now.

we didn't expect the unexpected, did we?
we got first for decorations and cheerleading. wooot :)
for me, our leaders have fulfil their responsibility. they are great!
zakirah might say but not good enough.
but look, we are so close. just a little..

derrick you have been a great ketua. i remembered i told you that.
you are awesome. seriously!
you tried your best to gain victory, even it didn't suceed at the very end.
it's not easy to be a ketua, but you made it. *salute*

congrats to those who won. to those who didn't, don't give up!
cheer up. this is not the end of the world.

scars on my knee. ah!
at the very first place, im just someone to ganti shu yen for tarik tali.
then i pulled for second time: against yellow for saringan.
i didn't even thought i could pull again, but i did.
it's sad that we didn't win tug of war. that's it. that's our best :)
i know we are all amazing okay!

loves,

yin wei.

come back to me!

OMG! OMG!

shit, my stupid lisa is gone.

i made assumption that she went to the apartment opposite my house and look for bones =.= THEN, she's so friendly that she greet somebody. jumping here and there..

theres once my sister caught her playing with a indonesian's family.
they said if there's no one asking her back, they will definitely take lisa home.
she's very cute wor!

i never ever thought that you will take care of her. and it's clearly that i don't assume you will help me to clean up the mess that lisa caused to our balcony. but seriously how can you just said that to me like you NEVER care. screw you and damn it!

and now, im missing her badly.
she no longer greets me when im back from tuition or whatsoever.
if only someone told me earlier...

im worried if she's suffering from pain.
hopefully some kind ppl take her home and feed her food.

YOU naughty girl!
if you are back, i will buy you more toys!


damn potong my day.
pui shan.. will do yr tag someday :(

loves,
your dear owner.

be grateful for today.

i should, everyone should.

YOU too! :)

be happy!

a wonderful day should not be wasted because of our stupid emotions.
don't let them overwhelms you.

you will always be free, just like a bird.

- picture taken by nur-

i think the picture above means a lot. even it's just a small flower i suppose?

appreciation.

hmm.. today is such a great day. it would be wonderful if we can go to outdoors and have fun.

why is relationship so complicated?

i would say, it's just not as simple as it is that we see on screen.

troublesome? burden? stress? sorrows?
all this shouldn't come in to our life. just somehow it always will.
as we are getting older, we will know life's complicated.
there's too many uncountable coincide is ought to happen.
we always know that. that's why we need to expect the unexpected all the time.
we will never know when it comes, because it come without a single sign.

it's always too late to wake up to our senses about this and that.
we are not stubborn and this is just part of our life.
we are only humans, remember that.

if you are sad, go on and cry hard cry loud.
seriously it's hard to hide it deep inside, that's our true feelings.

acceptance.

you need to accept you, yourself. as how you really are.

smiling and laughing at the same time..
it's not stupid!

GO ON AND CRY.
other than crying like a MIAO MIAO for 10 minutes,
why not cry like no other for 1 minute.

you might not know what to do.
you might not know what's in front of you.
through the bad, the good, the ups and downs,
i will be there for you.

p/s: you deserves every smile you have.

post dedicate to friends out there who's having a hard time.
don't worry, be happy! * cheeseeeeee!* =)
life's beautiful, enjoy it.

loves,
yinwei.

hipppiiieee!

peace yo! currently feeling happy. YEAH!

currently listening to how to touch a girl live by jojo. oh my! it's damn freaking nice :)

the other day, i was there.

MY NEW DOG!

her name is LISA!

lol lisa huh? my sis got her the name.
hahaha! it's how funny that my mom actually don't offend us keeping this dog. i expect some random chaos bound to happen. but nothing. i think my mom like her too.HAHA!

this stupid dog is damn cute lah. she will definitely greet us when we are back from anywhere.
even my neighbours go to work in the morning. heh :)

it's my brother who bought her home. it happened this way: my brother asked lisa whether she wants to follow him home. and his friend add in:
" woi! follow him home, you may have food!"

there she go. she run to my brother.

so i wonder if she's a pariah dog. since she's not afraid of anyone.
lisa's naughtiness make us hate her but lovable at the same time.

she always got her way to get in and out of house. HAHA!
well we don't really border, since she always get back home on time: dinner time!

ONION on the run!

OH and i went tarik tali yesterday! oh my, for the first time in my life.
seeing everyone got so excited. wooohooo! i got up.
i was pretty nervous before it all started.
and kept on asking ppl all around to teach me the techniques.
after it started, i don't hear a thing. i stayed focus.
and 1,2 PULL! 1,2 PULL! 1,2 PULL!

we pulled it through. blue house won!
woot, good job to all the girls :)

and to green house too.

and yesterday im just there to ganti sue yan.
hmm... i hope i can tarik tali again!

love this card :P

i no longer like songs from album. i like to listen to live musics.
it's far more happening and it's so much nicer.

shit that piano exam is coming soon.
and i have been lazy these days.
i need to pratice. it's a must!

get up get up!


loves,

yinwei.