im dead. so dead.. ;(

oh man! seriously.. wtf man! i cant study at all. the determination of kwah yin wei is not there, not even a single little bit, thou exam are near, gosh! like SooOO near. knowing everyone is staying at home and fully concentrate on studies for final.. ahh! that's really killing me!

HELP ME! ( anyone??? )

haih, i really fed up with myself. im ready to screw up for finals. im ready to drop to daisi or even anggerik. let's make a promise here, if.. i really drop class, just if that really happens, i swear i will do much MUCH better compared to what i can do right now.

wassup with the sentence i have been telling myself for weeks: you must study today! i surely ended sleeping or either watching tv. too much distraction in house.. i feel like study in the tt library someday. right there.. strictly no distractions man! ;D
i have been telling myself that i have to study since early morning.. plan the timetable nicely still tak jadi! kinda hate myself that way. aiks!

how i wish i can have a Einstein's brain! so i wouldn't have to be ended up this way.
nur, wanna be a smart ass?? be like einstein. he's brilliant! ;D

wish for the best in finals. good luck to everyone!

LOVES,
yinwei.

wonders of mine.

i liked buildings, how ppl actually built it and all.. i think some of the ppl around me knows that. i know this kind of interest is strange for certain ppl, but that was my interest.. even until now.
i understands my mom doesn't encouraged me to build my very own interest in these things and waste too much of time in it. cuz this kind of interest doesn't bring me a bright future, a successful career though.

as you guys know, this is the ancient egyptians pyramid. actually, there's still lots more of pyramid in egypt except this 3, stands out among the rest. the middle one is believed the largest pyramid have ever built- the pyramid of giza. it already stood up for 4000 over years. there's a sphinx too, but it's not in the picture.

here's something miserable:

the positioning of this 3 pyramids is a little special, it's not really in a perfect straight line but it seems there's a specific angle which is similar to the stars of orion belt. according to certain egyptians, they also stated that this is how they are connected to their god and pharaohs will become god eventually. strangely, this great pyramid also perfectly aligned to the the true north, south, west and east. besides, ancient engineers also built a two different path way to connect pharaoh's soul to the gateway of heaven.

on the other hand, famous egyptians archeologist- dr. zahi hawass stated that there's still a number of secret chamber and yet haven't been discover. so, maybe we will get to know more about pyramid someday.

end.

LOVES,
yinwei.

shout out!

STRESS STRESS STRESS!

oh my gosh, huge tension for year end exam! nerve's up but mind's down. still down? yea. O.O"
the main problem is.. i cant focus and just sit down to study. the moment i open bio reference book.. * snooze*
aiks, terrible thing. seeing everyone in school started to stick to the book when year end is JUST around the corner..( accurately is less than 2 weeks) seriously, i cant study in the class lah.

i listened to alot of ppl's problem in relationship, friendship and all recently. it's like all of sudden.. i really wondered is it the weather is too hot and make others feel frustrated at times. well, it happens to me! lols weather is so hot.

anyhow, certain ppl just loved to chit chat about others. they might just talk bad behind you. nur and yau, shout out to you two: don't border! and no point of caring what others said. not like they care how you actually feel. of course, you need to care about my words ;D
my dear friends, hold on to your ground, believe in yourself. as long you think you did nothing wrong, you are still the right one.

the tarzan! i know you probably in confusion for him.. but just follow your heart. and do what you really wish to do somehow. no matter what decision you made, im always there for you k? don't worry, be happy! =)
im the intimate sweet heart of yours, yau?

hope you all could study well! ;)

my sister and i. in the wedding. ;)

LOVES,
yinwei.

stairway to love.

i attended a wedding in past two days. it's pretty amusing. heh ;)

im quite lazy expressing my thoughts in blog recently. so let pictures do the rest.. ;P

all these little babies, seriously damn playful lah. HAHA!

the groom.

[theres still got two more challenge to go in order to get the bride X) ]

nahh.. finally! happy ending! X)

this is the restaurant. full of ballons ;)
[ ballon makes me happy! ;) ]

this is the bride. i like all of her gown! =)



the groom and bride.





hehe! it's a twins actually, this one smiled and the another don't smile. X)
the brother will only smile when he sees his own pic in camera. =.='

i cant differentiate which one is the little brother though.

just upload pictures also spent quite alot of time. aiks!
thus, end of my post.

LOVES,
yinwei.

The Best Is Yet To Be

On your joyful wedding day,
You begin a brand new life.
Friends and family give their gifts
To joyful husband, blissful wife.

But the greatest gift you'll ever get,
A gift from heaven above,
Is love forever, ending never,
Everlasting love.

You'll share life's joy and pleasure;
You'll have plenty of that, it's true.
But love is the real treasure
For your new spouse and you.

And if life hands you challenges,
As it does to one and all,
Your love will hold you steady
And never let you fall.

Your wedding day is full of joy;
Tomorrow you cannot see.
But one thing's sure for the two of you:
The best is yet to be.

by joanna fuchs

*chuckles* ;D

yesterday night, my family and i had a steamboat for dinner. as usual, it was nice. aunty mun came to join us.. heh which means i got another present! ;D

my bro got me a watch which is pink in colour and it was a pretty complicated watch ( a canggih watch xD) my bro asked me not to lost it cuz i have been losing alot of things every year. but i will appreciate it and sayang it. HAHA! aunty mun got me a pencil and a pen which is kind of.. cute and it's in pink too. lol =) im not really a pink freak actually, just that i like it at times X)

oh yeah, thanks for all the birthday wishes my dear friends. especially sucker, nur and chui san who actually stay awake till 12 o'clock just to wish me happy bday. that day i was damn tired, but i cant sleep so i replied all of the msgs instantly X) hehe! i really appreciate that.. seriously. to others who sent wishes to me..thank you too! ;) it means alot.

this morning woke up with content mood, mom looks calm too BUT a while, i got a massive machine gun shoot from her. i just stand it for a 3 hours.. aiks! i got sickening flu today. the worst thing is because of that i will have to look for tissue box all time in the afternoon. and now.. im crying =.='' tears just can't stop falling! my throat hurts too, and thank god i haven't reach the point of losing my voice. hope it gets better tomorrow! just now i went physics tuition and i used up one packet of tissue in a hour. ><'

here's some pics for yesterday :

damn chicky lah my kor, said wanna put the watch somewhere that i cant reach JUST
because.. im short mah! =.=''''
but he didn't do it! thats the funny thing. lol

there! who asked him to tease me.. that's what he gets! XD

hehehe! save last for the best, and that was my bday cake!
should write happy sweet 16, heh.
anyhow, it's still my birthday no matter what..dont mind! ;D

LOVES,
yinwei.

thanksgiving time.

28th of january, 28th of february, 24th of april, 11st of june, 20th june, 18th of july, 25th of july, 12th of august, 9th of september, 19th of september, 21st of september, 27th of september, 29th of september, 30th of september, 23rd of october, 18th of december...

you might be wondering what all this dateS mean to me, and why im posting it in my blog? haha.. * dang* it's the birthdays of the people who i know for quite sometime. titles says it all: it's yin wei's thanksgiving. and so, me who's sitting in front of computer.. wanna say thank you to the ppl whom always there for me.
sorry if i missed out somebody's bday.. ;D *( like chui san's) xD
everyday seems to be almost the same to me, but today it's different, cuz it's MY birthday today! ;)

last time in primary school, i still remember it clearly, there is once...
teacher asked:" actually, for you all, what's the meaning of birthday? what you all do normally?"
students chitchatting.. ( some said celebrate bday lah of course, some said it's the day we come to this world.. blah blah)
and there's someone screamed there and the answer surprised me..
someone:" ehh, no no. we should be thankful to ours parents who brought us to this world!"
the phrase inspired me and that moment stops, it stucked in my head even until now eventhough it's been four years.

that is why im here and i wanna say thank you to my parents who actually brought me to this world, especially my mom. i have lost my dad when i was 7. not to mention, that time i was still considered small, i know nothing. and now im getting older, there is time that i blame myself for not spending quality time with dad..without a daddy in the house,it was tough i know. mom is the one who raised us up. and the worst part is she don't really show in front of us. i really don't know how the " wonderful ppl" actually did such horrible thing to my family, where's their dignity, the humanity that everyone should have..?! mom and dad, wei love you both. thank you for everything!

secondly, i want to thank my kor and sis. thou there is time we fight, we still get back together as one family which live in harmony. every year, although there isn't a bday present for me, but i don't mind cuz everyone of us don't know what to buy for each other too. just want to express a little here, yin and kor, you all are great to me. i as a little sister in house often feel the bliss around us, because of you all, i know how the world really is and i really enjoy the moments with you all. both of you always make me laugh because of the stupid thing you both did! ;D moreover, thanks again, cuz you both bear with my yin wei-ness in house. heh ;P

alright, now it comes to my grandparents. i only see my father side grandma before only., who's still alive luckily..cuz when im still small, the other three grandparents passed away already. that was sad k? cuz i know some ppl around me always balik kampung and visit their grandparents, especially when chinese new year is about to come.. ahh.. thank you, i guessed you all hug me in your arms before.

lastly, i wanna thank all my beloved friends who always fooling me and all. especially sucker, sue ann, nur, chui san and xin mei.. you all are wonderful and cool ppl. love you all! girls, you wouldn't know how happy i am on saturday, the present you all gave me.. i have to take a look at it every night before i sleep.. X) i used to think my sweet 16 would be bored as hell, but im really happy this year, knowing ppl around me actually loved me how much as i loved them.. ;P we wouldn't know how our future will be but i hope we can be friends forever, and hang out together.. ;)

anyone on earth can only have ONE sweet 16! i had mine, how about you? words cant describe my feelings at this moment, im kind of speechless actually.. AND

i had a sweet 16 in the year of 2008! ;)

LOVES,
yinwei X)